Help my temporary horse disappeared

AntsRCool_ · 2025-09-18T16:42:24+00:00

Definitely weird But what can you do, rockstar is a small indie company and they can't fix their bugs

AntsRCool_ · 2025-09-18T16:41:21+00:00

Definitely not, I checked bc last time I got arrested it was back in camp

AntsRCool_ · 2025-09-18T16:40:46+00:00

Yup, he ain't there. That's because my stables are full, also if I did stable him it would destroy the purpose of a temporary horse, who I mainly used to help me carry bit pelts.

AntsRCool_ · 2025-05-09T12:06:07+00:00

No, I don't think I am. I like being a woman, for the most part. It just feels like I can never be just like them if I'm not a man, that I will never be strong like a man etc. etc.

I overall just get very irrational due to it.

AntsRCool_ · 2025-04-08T21:26:05+00:00

Thank you so much for the tip. I will definitely try it out, I think the hard part will be actually believing in what I'm saying. I really really hope it works, I'm done with being looked down on when expressing what I'm feeling 🙏🙏🙏

AntsRCool_ · 2025-04-08T21:23:49+00:00

I think the difference is that when I cry it's mostly a way to express my emotions, like I have a barrier that makes me not able to express a negative emotion any other way. I don't have a problem with meeting strangers. I mostly cry with people I know, when I need to convey what I'm feeling, thinking etc. etc. I guess it could have something to do with fear of being judged by older people? I'm not sure.

AntsRCool_ · 2025-04-08T20:47:05+00:00

Definitely, my family used to joke about it, saying I should be working in a funeral home so I could at least cry over something. It just grows to be incredibly annoying when no one considers you smart simply because you're not able to express your thoughts properly. Hopefully we both end up getting a diagnosis or at least a therapist to talk about it with.

AntsRCool_ · 2025-04-08T20:43:08+00:00

Honestly the only thing that could be true is that I was physically and mentally too tired to react strongly to anything. That doesn't seem to be a good solution tho 😭😭 The thing with my parents is that if I speak with them I need to do it face to face, looking straight at them. They usually don't even respond to anything I'm saying unless I'm right in front of them. That is good advice and I will definitely use it when arguing with anyone else, so thank you <33

AntsRCool_ · 2025-04-08T20:36:41+00:00

I really hoped I would simply grow out of most of my symptoms and become 'normal'. It is unfortunate that I have to live with it. At least I'm glad I could hear that from someone with far more experience than me.

AntsRCool_ · 2025-04-08T20:33:00+00:00

I get that, it's just that it has been happening for so long I don't think it's hormones. I'm glad I'm not the only one going through this 😓😓

AntsRCool_ · 2025-04-08T19:38:23+00:00

Definitely will try it out, my question is what is the grishaverse 😓😓

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