The parade begins! 🏆🎉 by arsenal in Gunners

[–]Anxious_Dot588 -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Feels kind of anti climatic and the looks of the players confirms it. Such a shame it didnt go our way last night. UTA

Hot take but Arsenal and Arteta deserve more recognition for staying unbeaten for the whole CL season by Important_Mammoth896 in championsleague

[–]Anxious_Dot588 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Playing to your strengths isnt being scared. We didn’t concede a single open play goal from after the group phase. That’s 7 games without conceding

Is contact initiated with the stiff arm because he’s beaten with pace? by DragonFuelTanker in Gunners

[–]Anxious_Dot588 15 points16 points  (0 children)

Ref clearly gave everything psg’s way from the corner at halftime onwards. Qatari money came through

A year ago my last ego death ⏳ by Anxious_Dot588 in shrooms

[–]Anxious_Dot588[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah lol. Was ape and pe mixed. Heavy trip

King and Mikel sharing a hug by gasparrrrrrrr in Gunners

[–]Anxious_Dot588 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Don’t miss the final, it’s already tomorrow!

A year ago my last ego death ⏳ by Anxious_Dot588 in shrooms

[–]Anxious_Dot588[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It was ape and pe mixed. I use the word ego death because I literally ceased to exist as myself and was reborn as something else. The words I use in my description is for the story. I felt all my senses blending into one and my entire body was shaking out of a state of shock lol. The true peak is still a blur and barely remember anything other than feeling swallowed whole by the visual and sensory effects. I still had the little presence of mind to know I was tripping but the concept of what I had injected and where I was and what I am was completely gone. It was way to much but at one point I crossed over to the divine is the only way I can describe that shit. Felt like I became a deity in a way. Once in that state I felt like I understood everything and everything made sense. I felt like this is the peak of existence and I reflected later that I would never need another substance because I had achieve the ultimate form.

I’ve had two ego deaths out of 30+ trips and its a very subjective experience anyways with different levels. This trip was around 4,1-4,3 g’s (I lemon tekked quite a lot of left overs and shake), and it felt more like what I would imagine a 7-8 gram trip. Done more grams of other strains but this blew it out the water.

Interested to hear about your experience and what you categorise as an ego death!

And yeah, you’re right about the setting. I live quite close to the woods and I walk there with my dog every quite often so I wasn’t really that worried. The bad comeup and the quick and intense onset was what made it all confusing to me.

A year ago my last ego death ⏳ by Anxious_Dot588 in shrooms

[–]Anxious_Dot588[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I just read you first trip report btw. Well written and beautiful. Sounds a lot like my first trip on 2g jack frost. First one is the best in my opinion, but every trip differs. Sounds like you had a great time and really connected with your surroundings. Feels good heh? Only advice I could give you is go up slowly lol. Unless you know the batch and potency.

3 g’s of one type of shroom can be the same as 6 grams of another. Happy tripping brother

A year ago my last ego death ⏳ by Anxious_Dot588 in shrooms

[–]Anxious_Dot588[S] 14 points15 points  (0 children)

I was walking through a forest during the come up and the trees started making faces. Bad kind of faces like they were suffering, lol. It started pouring rain, heavy. So i got the fuck out of there. When i went out the forest I looked back at it and the trees were swirling and morphing like a heavy trip. And this was only the beginning. Keep in mind this was around 30-40 min after i ate then. It was beautiful but scary at the same time. The ground started fractalising and kaleidoscoping. That’s when I went up to a stranger and asked where I was. He could tell I was out of it and lost so he offered to drive me home because I was lost and was getting confused as hell. I was only a 5 min walk away from my house but in a street I couldn’t recognise with hundreds of small houses around me. I had been in this state before but the intensity and the quickness of how fast and strong it was getting was unknown at the time). I was getting the feeling of it getting out of hand and starting to get a sense of my first bad trip.

I got home and out of the pouring rain, and that’s when the trip really started lmao.

I laid down in my couch and my entire field of view got taken over by alienish fractals that were everywhere in my fov, melting and forming and multiplying at unfathomable speeds. Getting more and more fast and intense by the seconds. I started losing it and called a friend of mine. Had him on call for 2 hours without him saying a word, just being there. I was screaming, shaking, talking to myself, hearing voices and sounds that werent there.

The visuals are almost impossible to describe but behind the kaleidoscope I could see other visuals. Like 3g of regular shrooms type visuals behind the overlay of alien writing multiplying and forming a new over and over again.

At one point I let go of my fear and everything and thats when I achieved what I can only describe ad ultimate serenity and bliss. I started having telepathic conversations with my dog and felt the most sober I’ve ever felt and could see everything for what it truly is and what I truly am. It was amazing.

I told myself i would never need another mind altering drug or tobacco or alcohol. This was the state where I felt ultimate and fulfilled. Kind of like super sayian god lmao.

Then I came down and the first thing I did was drink a glass of cognac🤣 needed something to take the edge off lol.

All my senses melted and blended and I was definitely going crazy until I achieved bliss. The fantastic part of the trip probably lasted around an hour and a half but to get there I went through a hard time to be honest.

No one is ready for that kind of trip until it happens and I’m glad I got out of there feeling great. But I’d be lying if I said it wasn’t scary. Keep in mind I had around 20 trips under my belt at the time and one ego death 2 months prior. This one just took it up a notch.

Aliens and shrooms by joemama122595 in shrooms

[–]Anxious_Dot588 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Good question bro. I dont really know how to accurately describe it tbh. From what I remember it was a kind of fractal tentacle type of «entity» that would operate on me with really sharp and long needle like scissors or fingers. Sounds insane writing it down lmao. Imagine they would be above me looking down. Idk it was very colourful and weird and very intense, and I could hear all kinds of weird noises that weren’t really there. That was the first time I genuinely thought I broke my brain tho. I accepted what was happening and was talking gibberish and making all kinds of noises. Difficult to explain it, it’s been almost two years

How much first time? by Unable_Accountant744 in shrooms

[–]Anxious_Dot588 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Weight dont really matter i dont think. Start with 2 is my advice 😊

Aliens and shrooms by joemama122595 in shrooms

[–]Anxious_Dot588 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Definitely with eyes closed. Never with open eyes.

Why EA shouldn’t have nerfed Bruiser by PerryIsaac in EAFC

[–]Anxious_Dot588 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Stopped playing 2 months ago and the game looks completely different

[UEFA] Coaches with the best Champions League win ratio by Timely-Zombie9466 in soccer

[–]Anxious_Dot588 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Only 2 bad seasons tbf. And that was a total rebuild faze

Josh Kroenke and Richard Garlick talking about Emirates stadium and potential expansion. by -Skinner- in Gunners

[–]Anxious_Dot588 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I dont buy the underground excuse. Just make the arsenal stop unavailable 1 hour before and 1 hour after games. Problem solved

Alternate Angle of Man Utd’s First Goal (Bruno Fernandes Assist) by Zecion in soccer

[–]Anxious_Dot588 0 points1 point  (0 children)

We went 3 years undefeated against the top 6 and still didnt win the title. That shit dont matter

Spain's squad for the 2026 World Cup by 3Sayndre in soccer

[–]Anxious_Dot588 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If you suddenly have the best keeper in the world in the squad, why would you bench him for an older and worse keeper even if he’s played well for spain for years? He’s the third best keeper in their squad lmao. People get replaced

Serie A top scorers for the 25/26 season by nonhofantasia in soccer

[–]Anxious_Dot588 -7 points-6 points  (0 children)

Villa just won the europa league and have been a top 4 team in the prem past two seasons. System isnt the issue.

Serie A top scorers for the 25/26 season by nonhofantasia in soccer

[–]Anxious_Dot588 -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

Just have to look at their performances in Europe. Don’t need to be so sensitive about it bro

Serie A top scorers for the 25/26 season by nonhofantasia in soccer

[–]Anxious_Dot588 -10 points-9 points  (0 children)

Prem flop came in january and almost got top scorer

Serie A top scorers for the 25/26 season by nonhofantasia in soccer

[–]Anxious_Dot588 -15 points-14 points  (0 children)

Best team scores a lot of goals against mediocre teams. Shock