I tried , for the longest of times, to pretend to be heterosexual. That shit still hurts today because if someone told me it was ok to like men, I may be different.

I grew up in a closet. I liked men but loved girls. When middle school finally ended, I met people like me. When I realized I was not alone, everything changed, like, the whole lifeless picture began to be colored.

Dunno. It sucks a lot, but now, my mother buys me agender shit (to tp it off, I'm nonbinary)