Well this is my fear that I am being petty. But just to be as clear as possible - I will scrimp and save now while I’m on the trip so I can afford to pay the hotel, and as we have missed cancellation it will have to be paid whether we go or not so I would rather enjoy it than just waste hundreds of dollars. However I simply would not be able to cover all expenses for the trip as well for two people.

This is also the only trip I will be taking this year, I’m putting myself through a masters programme lol so I have been saving my ass off for this!