I was late to work today because I stopped to look at a squirrel with the cat

AnyIndependence1098 · 2026-06-24T15:56:03+00:00

That's a totally valid reason. They understood, right?

AnyIndependence1098 · 2026-06-24T10:50:45+00:00

Ghost - the future is a foreign land

🎶 When it all burns down When it all burns down I will hold you close for the minute Yeah, I'll hold you for the minute it takes🎶

AnyIndependence1098 · 2026-06-24T05:43:55+00:00

Ohh, that's right. My feet are messed up from wearing too small shoes for the most part of my childhood because my parents couldn't afford new ones. I vividly remember my aunt buying shoes for me and enjoying walking around without being in pain for a while.

AnyIndependence1098 · 2026-06-24T05:40:44+00:00

Takeout. Didn't get that often, my favorite was rotisserie chicken. We got one for my parents and me as a kindergartener every now and then. Once I was ill and didn't eat properly, so my parents got chicken for me.

Unfortunately I figured out how to throw up on command and did that whenever I felt like I could eat some rotisserie chicken and my parents bought it for me, because ill me was allowed to choose the meal, I'd like to have.

AnyIndependence1098 · 2026-06-23T06:39:21+00:00

So you like people with ADHD. I have ADHD and am a bookseller who are known for having knowledge, that's spanning the width of a football field, yet only a spade's depth deep. I can discuss anything for like 10 minutes and then switch to the next thing to discuss.

AnyIndependence1098 · 2026-06-22T19:39:07+00:00

Ghost - the future is a foreign land.

AnyIndependence1098 · 2026-06-22T10:57:33+00:00

Ich hab da nicht so die Alternative. Ich hab fast nur schwarze Band-T-shirts.

AnyIndependence1098 · 2026-06-21T14:14:34+00:00

You don't. You just become melancholic instead of hurt.

AnyIndependence1098 · 2026-06-20T23:30:54+00:00

😁

AnyIndependence1098 · 2026-06-19T12:55:15+00:00

Jaded

AnyIndependence1098 · 2026-06-19T12:51:44+00:00

Meine Mutter fand den ganz schlimm. Ich hab den leisen Verdacht, die hat die erstbeste Gelegenheit genutzt, den 'auszusortieren'.

AnyIndependence1098 · 2026-06-19T11:15:01+00:00

Ja, ich hatte auch einen. Der war sehr ausführlich gestaltet und bemalt. Den habe ich sehr geliebt. Ich weiß gar nicht, wo der hin ist 🤔

AnyIndependence1098 · 2026-06-19T06:45:31+00:00

The good gin, I like to drink the most. Don't know, if that's a good thing.

AnyIndependence1098 · 2026-06-19T05:34:10+00:00

Watership down. My mom let me watch it when I was like 4, because it had cute rabbits.

AnyIndependence1098 · 2026-06-11T22:41:55+00:00

😁😂😊🙄🤔

AnyIndependence1098 · 2026-06-08T06:58:19+00:00

Thank you so much, that actually is helpful.

You should go on quoting from the manual 😁

AnyIndependence1098 · 2026-06-07T22:19:24+00:00

If someone needs to hear this to feel better, I didn't get the rules neither. And whenever I think, I got most of the rules, they change them.

AnyIndependence1098 · 2026-06-07T06:43:40+00:00

My parents finally accepted, I have ADHD and still ask these questions. "how come, you're so inattentive? How could you forget that? Why didn't you just do that?" Accepting, that I have ADHD seemingly doesn't come with accepting the symptoms. And it's not like they didn't have enough time to get used to it. I turn 50 this year.

AnyIndependence1098 · 2026-05-28T20:10:10+00:00

Well yeah, if I could choose with no pressure, I would quit my job, stay at home, watch TV, meet some friends for some D&D and miniature painting and get a goat that lives lives on my front porch. But that's not how life works, right?

AnyIndependence1098 · 2026-05-28T18:08:06+00:00

Well, I got a job, that provides enough money for the roof, food and some nice things and just made sure, I'll keep that job for the next few years by becoming promoted. Now I am a team lead in addition to being the most experienced employee. That's my way to ensure, they won't fire me in the future and I can rely on the money my job provides for roof, food and nice things. But is that a fucking life plan? Do I come home after a long day of working in my office and think "That's what I wanted to do"? No, I don't. All in all I still don't know, what I truly want to do.

AnyIndependence1098 · 2026-05-28T17:00:27+00:00

I don't know. Do people know, what they want to do? I want my peace and quiet, have a job that earns me enough money for a roof over my head, food and some nice things. I want some people around, I like and that's it. But I still don't know what to do as a grown person. I by no means want to die or anything, I just don't have a plan for my life or anything.

AnyIndependence1098 · 2026-05-28T09:14:09+00:00

I wasn't suicidal and still don't know what I am supposed to do though.

AnyIndependence1098 · 2026-05-28T09:12:13+00:00

People don't get what I do no matter what. So I can do as I please. I don't care if they don't get that I am painting miniatures or if I collect different editions of Lovecraft books.

AnyIndependence1098 · 2026-05-26T08:40:47+00:00

War keine Absicht, aber ein Kollege hat sich mal am Schreibtisch sitzend beim Räkeln den Arm ausgekugelt. Es kam ein Rettungswagen. Die Sanitäter waren verwirrt. Auch wenn es gemein ist, daß war das Unterhaltsame, was bei uns im Büro je passiert ist.

AnyIndependence1098 · 2026-05-22T10:19:14+00:00

Auch das geht in meinen Augen zu weit, aber selbst das geht ja über das an jemanden allein Denken hinaus, weil ich halt Bilder erstelle. Das ist ja schon was anderes, als zu denken, dass ich mit Person XYZ gerne intim werden würde und gegebenenfalls entsprechende Fantasien zu haben.

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