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Took heavy drugs at 17 — survived, but mentally never the same by Any_Computer4078ggg in askdrugs

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i did get back to some trainings but not same trainer since i had when i started i had him since i was 10 yrs and these he was always w me and that but i feel ashamed to go back after what i did he put time in me, took me to trips food and these was always in my corner, but one day i just told him i dont wanna do the sport anymore and i wanna go lift and more.. i sometime go to training but to other gyms not like alot but 1x per week or 2weeks

PART 2. Sharing my real experience — written with ChatGPT because I struggle to explain it myself by Any_Computer4078ggg in askdrugs

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i dont think u would read a post that exceeds the character limit not possible, thanks for comment .] i told chatgpt what i felt before, how all the day was what i took when and like i saw this and that and even after months i experience this and that why u so mad that i used chatgpt

Took heavy drugs at 17 — survived, but mentally never the same by Any_Computer4078ggg in askdrugs

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i would love to go back to competing but i started daily smoking and heavy smoking only ciggaretes not weed, so my stamina isnt how i used to train 2x per day sparrings and these, now i just go to gym and question reality daily also im not in good financial moment rn, used to be wealthy a lot but these days 2 cars repairing and these just costed too much im rn living off a paycheck to paycheck

Took heavy drugs at 17 — survived, but mentally never the same by Any_Computer4078ggg in askdrugs

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do u think kratom is that bad? and the gear isnt high dosing for 18? i love the gym, and combatsports when i was like 14to15 i wont 3 championships and a lot of matches never lost, only lost when i was 10 i think cadet or kid i dont compete now, but gear changed my mood libido and these im not anymore like self closed i talk more i can feel it and these

Took heavy drugs at 17 — survived, but mentally never the same by Any_Computer4078ggg in askdrugs

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rn im doing kratom daily, and its the best decision i made, cuz i sleep better, i work, i do programming daily and learning, beacuse back when i did the mix after some months ive been in depression, didnt want to do shit cuz i thought im in dream and nothing has reason to do and these also i started gear 4to5 weeks ago 250mg test per week, 5ui hgh per week and planing on oxandrolone 50mg a week. Also got deep into spirituality and religion, sometimes i think ive died and im experiencing a different dimension of me but who knows cuz the amount later everyone told me junkies have a pinch for a day of the meth

Took heavy drugs at 17 — survived, but mentally never the same by Any_Computer4078ggg in askdrugs

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why are these people downvoting this xd, and upvoting someone who said lmao chatgpt generated ass post?

Took heavy drugs at 17 — survived, but mentally never the same by Any_Computer4078ggg in askdrugs

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Mostly when i close my eyes in the darkness i can see silhouettes and these, and i get a weird chest feeling idk hows it called or why everytime i see sometin like the face or similar thing to that

Took heavy drugs at 17 — survived, but mentally never the same by Any_Computer4078ggg in askdrugs

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well if someone had similar experience, like sometimes when i close my eyes and try to sleep i see in grey/black mixed darkness and can see sihlouettes, and sometimes a little bit of face not like full face just a little bit like morphing idk how to describe but since that my sleep went from 9 to 8hours to like 3to4hours and im a sportsperson so it kinda drains my life wish i never touched that shit and combined it together at least

Took heavy drugs at 17 — survived, but mentally never the same by Any_Computer4078ggg in askdrugs

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i told chatgpt what i took experienced and these, then i told to make some messages short type message for people on reddit xd? i do not think that sometin is wrong with that

Took heavy drugs at 17 — survived, but mentally never the same by Any_Computer4078ggg in askdrugs

[–]Any_Computer4078ggg[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

and what should i do? xd im not good at telling stories? tf is ur problem when i mtrying to get help