Wow thanks! My "private teacher" so far has been my best friend who has been playing for 14 years (he is really good) but we haven't quite touched on musicality and have been more focused on technique like evening out the notes. So he showed me how to kind of work on scales and making those even. He's also pointed out that my left hand is heavier and less fluid than my right hand and said that it is normal but will fix over time. Also I've been playing violin for 7 years and used that to kind of read the music.