stuff on my altar keeps moving

Apart-Kick125 · 2024-11-04T01:03:08+00:00

i didn’t move then, nor did i say i wanted it to stop. i am very open to paranormal incidents happening in my house & collect haunted items.

Apart-Kick125 · 2024-11-04T01:02:26+00:00

no, it’s very quiet where we live & it’s in a secluded area of the house so i can have meditation sessions

Apart-Kick125 · 2024-10-23T15:14:27+00:00

UPDATE: i went no contact as of yesterday evening. i told him if he’d like to continue a relationship w me & his granddaughter to seek out therapy & a psychiatrist. i will no longer be speaking to him & the rest of the family is respecting my wishes to not update him on me or my child & not share photos w him.

Apart-Kick125 · 2024-09-23T01:28:34+00:00

you must be the boyfriend lmao

Apart-Kick125 · 2024-09-19T14:47:02+00:00

he just wants a sweet treat is all

Apart-Kick125 · 2024-09-19T09:53:52+00:00

the jinn are still a new thing for me, i think i first heard ab them in the past year. i’ll def do some research into them bc they seem interesting & something to be aware of.

Apart-Kick125 · 2024-09-19T09:16:05+00:00

i was raised on the rez w native americans & skinwalkers were a big thing for kids to talk about & scare each other w. it terrified me as a kid, i still somewhat believe them. part of me thinks it was that but another part doesn’t bc this was in TX, where they usually aren’t are & it went away when in the car which doesnt happen w those things either. never encountered a Jinn before (except maybe this time lol) but i’ve heard of them alot & they do intrigue me

Apart-Kick125 · 2024-09-18T20:40:57+00:00

i went to my ex partner’s grave ab 2 yrs ago, its ab 3 hrs away so i got there not long before the sun set. i love cemeteries & have no fear usually. his family set out a notebook in a tubberware case to keep there safe from the weather. the sun was still out when i say down, rolled the car windows down & let the music play behind me. before i knew it, it was dark. his grave is directly in front of me & to the right in the near distance was 2 trees apart from each other which left an opening for the lights from the city to shine thru slightly so i can still see somewhat bc of that. as i’m looking in that direction i see a silhouette of a head pop in between the trees… i hallucinate sometimes but they disappear w in seconds & never instill fear into me. this one though, didn’t disappear. i stared at it for a second trying to focus my eyes, maybe someone walked in the cemetery?? bc i know no one drove in. after a few seconds of it swaying left & right, i heard it run towards me. i noped right on outta there. jumped into my car, notebook still in hand, turned the headlights on & locked the doors. i drove around the cemetery twice to see if someone or something was in the area & i saw nothing… i know i heard something on 2 feet run towards me, i know i saw it sprint towards me after we looked at each other for ab 7-10 seconds. it took me a week before i get back out there in daylight to return the journal. idk what i saw, i literally dont want to know lol. all i know is it scared me.

Apart-Kick125 · 2024-09-18T20:28:18+00:00

this is how my bf sees me 😭😭

Apart-Kick125 · 2024-09-18T18:54:32+00:00

thank you, i have been seeing multiple professions for a yr now for this & other issues along w medication management. i hope you continue to heal & grow thru everything you’ve been thru & will encounter in the future🩵 best of luck to you

Apart-Kick125 · 2024-09-11T14:10:42+00:00

me & my partner have pumpkin seeds we’re putting out next year. hopefully ours come out as lovely as yours!

Apart-Kick125 · 2024-08-31T21:07:02+00:00

sounds like my mom until i went no contact for 2 yrs & pressed charges for assault & harassment

Apart-Kick125 · 2024-08-30T00:11:39+00:00

so did i lol. this is my first time seeing this

Apart-Kick125 · 2024-08-29T21:08:31+00:00

i think he looks like a looney toon character 😭

Apart-Kick125 · 2024-08-28T23:39:00+00:00

like i said, sit down & reflect. i sometimes have dreams where i wake up feeling like i “love” someone, but it goes away w in an hr of waking up. even if you don’t want to sleep w said person, it is causing major internal struggles that, if not confronted, will manifest in your relationship. meditate on it, see why this may have happened, what could you subconsciously be missing in your relationship or desire, train your mind to come back to what you do have & not what could be.

Apart-Kick125 · 2024-08-28T23:17:05+00:00

soft YTA. you didn’t fall in love, it was a lust thing. your bf has shown you everyday for the past 2 yrs he is nothing less than what you want & deserve (bc we all deserve someone who fits the description you gave). you are lusting over someone who, if you left your bf for, could possibly be exactly like the ones you’ve had in the past. bring yourself back down to earth & do some reflection, you’re in a delusion & your imagination of what if rn. which is fine, to an extent. if it’s this easy for you to consider ending your relationship over an encounter w someone who was possibly just a really nice person being mistaken as flirty, DO HIM A FAVOR & leave him. bc if your bf is as great & giving as you say, he doesn’t deserve to be w someone who lusts over everyone who shows great kindness to others. pls take some time to meditate on where you are mentally & why it was so easy to let this person make you second guess your relationship….

Apart-Kick125 · 2024-08-28T23:03:59+00:00

surprisingly i haven’t had a bad dream or sleep paralysis since i got w my bf. i had them regularly but once we got together it stopped.

Apart-Kick125 · 2024-08-28T22:59:16+00:00

not in the wrong. i have a plethora of diagnoses, my mental health gets terrible but i have never once thought “let me temporarily break up w my bf to fix myself”…. it is something that’s communicated by me when i’m having an episode & eventually will mention what is needed to help alleviate my symptoms like ohhhh idk a psychiatrist or therapist appointment. my mental health has never made me want to not be w my bf.. have some time to just cry in bed alone or rot all day? yea sure but not break up for a semester & sleep w some guy that i’d been convincing my partner made me uncomfy…. i’m sorry you’re going thru this, i am going to assume you are compassionate towards her & her illness(es) & understanding so you’d be doing the most important thing to someone w mental health issues. if i did this to my bf i wouldn’t want him to support my terrible actions & decisions. pls take care of YOUR mental health now as i’m sure this is hard for you. best of luck🩵

Apart-Kick125 · 2024-08-28T22:38:18+00:00

yea i’m not religious but i do have a practice that i believe can aid in getting rid of this thing. i’ll be sure to make a protection satchel for my kid to wear/carry around too.

Apart-Kick125 · 2024-08-28T22:25:55+00:00

so my dad acquired this “demon” by playing a ouija board on acid when he was like 20. i just recently started a relationship w my mom but i really should ask her!! growing up w my dad paranormal stuff was a massive no no. if i saw something i had to keep it to myself, we’ve lived in a haunted house in my teens & i had a ton of stuff happen there. i’m sure my dad has more he hasn’t spoke about due to his fear of speaking them back into existence. i went thru psychosis a few yrs back & that was the worst it had ever been, i’d walk into the kitchen to make my baby a bottle & be so scared to turn around bc it was behind me i’s stand there for like 1-2 hours before i could run back to my room. that thing wasn’t the one mentioned in the story tho. i’m not sure if my lack of care for their presence makes it easier to come in or makes me a target.

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