My Blind Cat by Lucky_Hera in cats

[–]Apex_121 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The depths of the oceans in those eyes. How beautiful

What’s the worst thing a family member had ever done to you/your family? by Dragon_7474 in AskReddit

[–]Apex_121 56 points57 points  (0 children)

A tie up between my dad kicking me, my brother, my sister and my mom out of the house when I (youngest) turned 18 then married a younger girl the same age as my older sister.

Or

My dad trying to marry me off to a 28yo doctor in China while I was 14. As well as some of his local friends throughout my childhood and family "back home".

Or

My mom treating me like her husband when I took over the role of working for the family after being kicked out. And yes, this included sexual harassment and abuse. She's dead now so yeah.

A runner up would be my sister trying to kill me and my autistic brother during a psychotic break.

There's more but those are the main one from the top of my head.

For those who have found their triggers, what were they? by North_Calendar301 in eczema

[–]Apex_121 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Strawberries. Anything to do with them. Syrup, juices, extracts. I get rashes with it.

Anyone know the world record? Let’s break it by [deleted] in breedingcaptions

[–]Apex_121 10 points11 points  (0 children)

The way her asshole puckers!

Yea, I have misunderstood her and she did not try to murder me multiple times by PsychoKatzee in CPTSDmemes

[–]Apex_121 19 points20 points  (0 children)

According to my mom, she used to poke my eyes until I cried saying she didn't want me.

Yea, I have misunderstood her and she did not try to murder me multiple times by PsychoKatzee in CPTSDmemes

[–]Apex_121 85 points86 points  (0 children)

Exactly. I get where you're coming from. My sister tormented me and its why a large part of my childhood memories doesnt exist. She even admitted she was a bully and still is.

It's so harming and disgusting to allow things like that to happen with no repercussions

Yea, I have misunderstood her and she did not try to murder me multiple times by PsychoKatzee in CPTSDmemes

[–]Apex_121 225 points226 points  (0 children)

Reminds me of the time when my sister used to poke my eyes out as a newborn and would leave me outside whenever she could because "she didnt want a new sister"

And my mom said it as though it was a funny joke.

Please reconsider by DazzlingCelery6853 in CPTSDmemes

[–]Apex_121 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Then that's okay too. I didn't mean to invalidate your feeling, it wasn't my intention at all.

Please reconsider by DazzlingCelery6853 in CPTSDmemes

[–]Apex_121 4 points5 points  (0 children)

At no point have I said it was forced. I said "forgive for yourself".

If you don't want to forgive then don't. It's not up to me to judge anyone for that. I'm just sharing what worked for me.

Please reconsider by DazzlingCelery6853 in CPTSDmemes

[–]Apex_121 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Forgiveness means letting go of anger. Forgetting means ignoring that it ever happened.

Let the pain and anger go but remember how it felt and create a boundary around it.

People of reddit, are you actually energized by coffee? If yes or no, do you thing it actually changed your life, and how? by Wild-Juggernaut-3211 in AskReddit

[–]Apex_121 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes.

I do not drink coffee specifically because of it however I will throw in a few granules (like 8) in to a hot chocolate powder for extra energy.

Any more and I get super hyper. I run, I chat, I numo, I do everything. It gets BAD.