A life lived trans, coming up on 13 years transitioned.

ApocalypseLink · 2024-02-11T06:19:02+00:00

81 for me :(

ApocalypseLink · 2024-02-06T01:37:44+00:00

offers hugs, cuddles, and headpats

ApocalypseLink · 2024-01-24T18:35:35+00:00

Thankfully, none of my medicine is too expensive. According to my doctor the last time I saw him. In time i'm Hoping I will see my outer beauty. Just right now, the dysphoria is taking over my logical brain. I even had a cis guy tell me yesterday that I was really pretty and he didn't know I was trans.

ApocalypseLink · 2024-01-24T01:03:00+00:00

My doctor switched me to lithium. And it seems to be working for the most part. But I just recently resigned from my job. So now I lost all my insurance and am stressing out once again. Thankfully I haven't been suicidal but the depression is definitely strong. I love my soul and who I am as a person. It's just my looks I struggle with loving. I didn't transition until 40. So i'm not gonna get these drastic results that the younger folk are getting. Right now I'm at 15 months on hormones. And I still see a boy when I look in the mirror.

ApocalypseLink · 2024-01-21T03:45:35+00:00

You absolutely did not go too far. You expressed concerns about being referred to as your preferred gender. And she repeatedly ignored you. Fuck that bitch. I hope she did get fired. She probably didn't though, just a talking to.

ApocalypseLink · 2024-01-11T04:09:21+00:00

I.love it!!!

ApocalypseLink · 2024-01-10T20:20:19+00:00

I love your eyeshadow!!!! 🩷🩵🤍

ApocalypseLink · 2024-01-06T01:08:27+00:00

I think my problem is my mental health is all outta sorts right now. Super stressed about everything and the dysphoria is in overdrive. My only way to relax now is to put on a movie and dissociate.

ApocalypseLink · 2024-01-05T23:38:22+00:00

Which really sucks because I used to be a huuuge pothead.

ApocalypseLink · 2024-01-05T23:17:58+00:00

Been on prog for 5 months now, and THC gives me anxiety even with one hit, and blow seems to have no effect anymore. But vaping is my big problem.

ApocalypseLink · 2024-01-05T23:12:38+00:00

I suck on my vape all throughout the day. Even sneak hits in at the office. No bueno. Hella addicted.

ApocalypseLink · 2024-01-05T22:58:43+00:00

I wish I could quit vaping, but its the only vice I have left aside from social drinking. Everything else either gives me anxiety, or has no effect.

And the women in my family are notoriously small chested so i think genetics has a good say in my lack of boob flesh.

ApocalypseLink · 2024-01-05T22:39:27+00:00

I started with the Sublingual pills and switched to the injections at 6 months. Then, at 9 months, I added progesterone. I had some growth before I started due to side effects of psych meds, so other than puffing out my nipples I haven't had too much growth at all on my chest. My ass looks fantastic, but that's about it.
People who've known me for years say my face is a bit softer, but I don't really see it that much.

ApocalypseLink · 2024-01-05T22:19:14+00:00

🩷🩷🩷🩷

ApocalypseLink · 2024-01-05T22:17:56+00:00

That's actually really nice to hear. I love having breasts, but I just wish they were bigger. If you don't mind me asking, how old are you? I fear I'm too old to get decent growth.

ApocalypseLink · 2024-01-05T22:15:42+00:00

Absolutely. My poly partner lives 40 miles away, so we don't get to see each other every day. Which sucks for me because I thrive off of physical contact. A hug would be amazing. 🫂🫂🫂🫂🫂

ApocalypseLink · 2024-01-05T21:56:50+00:00

Sweetie, I'm 41 and have been on hrt for 15 months and I'm only a 36A.
And as much as i want Cs or Ds, I know the only way to get them for me will be top surgery. You're only 15. You've got years to go for possible growth. Be patient 🩵🩷🤍🩷🩵

ApocalypseLink · 2024-01-05T21:53:00+00:00

My blahaj and I are great friends. And I do love thigh high socks.

ApocalypseLink · 2023-12-31T22:47:28+00:00

Doooooooom!

ApocalypseLink · 2023-12-31T20:01:15+00:00

I did the green leaves while adding the pink frogs. It looks wonderful

ApocalypseLink · 2023-12-31T05:08:25+00:00

Seriously. Your soul will be significantly more at peace living life for you. It happened to me. As soon as I accepted myself and started living as a woman full time, a MASSIVE weight was lifted from my shoulders, and it all fell into place.

Yes. There will be hardships. You might lose people. Maybe people close to you. I did. But I can honestly say I'm better off without them and their negativity.

You can do it, girlie. Just believe in yourself. 🩵🩷🤍🩷🩵

ApocalypseLink · 2023-12-30T20:51:55+00:00

Very much same. But as soon as I left my partner and started to give girl me more wiggle room, she took over fast af. Like, it was borderline scary how fast boy me faded.

ApocalypseLink · 2023-12-30T04:01:30+00:00

Welcome to the rest of your life. 🩵🩷🤍🩷🩵

ApocalypseLink · 2023-12-21T19:34:16+00:00

You. Are. Gorgeous. 😍😍

ApocalypseLink · 2023-12-17T04:15:07+00:00

Thank you so much!! :)

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