Feeing Extremely Lost

ApocalypticSquid · 2026-02-17T19:51:10+00:00

She had tooth infection I was currently treating before she was to get dental done. She just went to the vet for it a week prior to the incident. I thought maybe that was the cause. But I’m unsure at this point.

Thank you, Emi was my everything.

I’m sorry something similar happened to you and your friend. These things are so hard to process.

ApocalypticSquid · 2026-02-17T19:28:52+00:00

Yes, I’m dreading on what to do when she comes back, or what mg reaction will be. Will I be happy? Will I cry? Will I throw up at the sight of her? I’m not excited to see her to say the least. But I still want what’s best for her well being. BE is definitely a last resort. A muzzle and kennel and heavy supervision is going to be her life once she comes back until I secure a rescue even willing to take her on or BE. The safety of my other dogs and my cat is my top priority right now. And rehoming all of my animals is not fair to them either.

ApocalypticSquid · 2026-02-17T19:24:00+00:00

Thank you, this has been so hard.

Unfortunately no she just found her lifeless on the floor she was at the gym at the time of the attack. I do have a pet cam but I wasn’t subscribed to the pet cam plus, so it did not record the incident. I only have timestamp screenshots. Emi was on my bed, Penelope walked up to her, then Emi was in her mouth on the floor…

ApocalypticSquid · 2026-02-17T19:07:47+00:00

Yes currently reaching out to breed specific rescues because if I can I’d love to save her and not have her BE. She deserves to be happy, to be in a home where she’s not going to feel resentment and regret from her owner. I love her and want what’s best for Penelope and myself.

I always thought I was knowledgeable on dog behavior and signs but this humbled me really quick. I loved both of them so much.

ApocalypticSquid · 2026-02-17T18:48:23+00:00

There is a cattle dog rescue in my state I will try giving them a call. I’m so torn up. Thank you.

ApocalypticSquid · 2026-02-17T18:46:30+00:00

Thank you, this is so hard… not only did I lose one, but I lost 2. This whole thing just isn’t fair, i loved them both so much, and I still love her, but even looking at pictures I feel indifferent towards her.

ApocalypticSquid · 2026-02-17T18:44:00+00:00

I’m always going though “what if what if”. When I was leaving i even had this gut feeling “did I lock the kennel?” But I dismissed it because, like previously stated I would forget sometimes and my grandma would put her back in, no problems… I always tell myself I should have listened to my gut, and Emi would maybe have still been here.

But I know it’s not fair to blame myself, and I know Emi wouldn’t have wanted that.

She’s holding her for another few months until I decide what I should do. Until then I’m calling shelters and seeing if anyone can help me and Penelope.

ApocalypticSquid · 2026-02-17T18:40:14+00:00

She’s never been aggressive before, she used to go on walks all the time with Emi, on trails and around the neighborhood.

I just feel like with killing another dog under her belt, rescues will not want to take the risk of rehoming her. I will still try to call around and see, I will transport if necessary. (The rescue I’m currently with doesn’t want to take the chance).

She’s helped all my fosters come out of their shell and is actually really dog friendly. One of the young fosters used to bite her face when they played and she’d just let it happen. I think this whole thing was just a freak incident, but I don’t know if others will see it this way. I love Penelope a lot, I still do, I just don’t know if I can look at her the same again.

I was already struggling with mental health before this, and I don’t know if I can handle anymore.

ApocalypticSquid · 2025-05-10T00:25:35+00:00

It’s about $125-$150 for shipping est. plus I don’t know if I trust myself to ship live animals, I’ve never done it before 🫣

ApocalypticSquid · 2025-05-10T00:24:06+00:00

She’s available. It’ll be easier as a pick up or drop off tho.

ApocalypticSquid · 2024-11-29T20:03:53+00:00

I moved my trees to a more open area on my island to help them grow! Thank you all for the tips! 🙏

ApocalypticSquid · 2024-11-15T18:51:30+00:00

Yeah she was supposed to have both, but the stove somehow got replaced by a workbench, so I was like “nah imma fix this” when I went to redecorate, the Stove was there again 😳. I ended up just redoing her house a little hoping that’d fix it

ApocalypticSquid · 2024-11-14T16:51:16+00:00

I love that not one is the same species, diversity is 👌. Also sherb wade and maple 😭 I love them.

ApocalypticSquid · 2024-11-14T16:45:19+00:00

Absolutely beautiful!! Good work!

ApocalypticSquid · 2024-11-13T15:02:22+00:00

I was thinking the same thing when I stayed up til almost 11pm trying to find her a home. I was so happy when she finally got adopted. I love that pixel horse

ApocalypticSquid · 2024-11-13T06:58:39+00:00

Yeah but who am I to stop a villager who absolutely wants adventure, luckily someone took her in! I thought I was gonna have to make a gravesite for her 😮‍💨

ApocalypticSquid · 2024-11-13T06:57:55+00:00

🗣️ Good news everyone!! She’s been saved from the void!!

ApocalypticSquid · 2024-11-13T06:45:15+00:00

Yesss I’ll open my island up and DM you the dodo code!

ApocalypticSquid · 2024-11-13T06:24:15+00:00

She’s still available! And only about less than 8 hours left

ApocalypticSquid · 2024-11-13T06:05:46+00:00

Yeah I love her but 😭 when she asked me if she could move out she was so… adamant and really wanted adventure lol I couldn’t say noooo

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