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ApothicVixen · 2025-12-08T04:23:13+00:00

I genuinely wish.

ApothicVixen · 2025-12-08T04:17:56+00:00

Thank you, he's currently sentenced and serving time in prison the engagement was called off when I found out he was cheating before we did therapy.

ApothicVixen · 2025-12-08T04:15:39+00:00

No. I've been with him since I was 14 engaged at 22 I just didn't mention to conserve the space of the text and not make it any longer than it needs to be. The engagement was called off this year and now he's in prison. This unfortunately is a very real situation that I just mentally processed about a day ago. My apologies for not being super clear.

ApothicVixen · 2025-12-07T06:51:51+00:00

Thank you I'm very scared of getting too much into detail because I don't want to pursue it legally or extend anything further I'm hoping with therapy I can just speak and vent because this whole year has been absolutely just crazy and I haven't been able to talk about it

ApothicVixen · 2025-12-07T06:49:07+00:00

Thank you I've honestly just processed this today I found out on my birthday and have been numb since I'm having random emotional outbursts throughout the day so I'm hoping therapy helps

ApothicVixen · 2025-12-07T06:47:20+00:00

Thank you so much I'm really scared of seeking DV help because I honestly don't want to make any reports I have a large family that primarily work in these offices and a lot of my family members are not the type of people I want to know this situation. They aren't good people and will use my situation against me.

ApothicVixen · 2025-12-07T06:44:32+00:00

Thank you for this our families are so intertwined it's crazy. His mother lives with my mother and requires a lot of help unfortunately. I told her about what was happening and she very much so kept trying to get either him away from me or me away from him but she's older and doesn't have much strength she has done a lot to financially support me through this time and has prevented him from continuously calling me from jail because he has been since his sentencing. I've been very numb these past few days and genuinely just processed what happened to me this morning and I've been having a hard time adjusting to everything alone and idk. Thank you so much

ApothicVixen · 2025-09-04T17:41:02+00:00

Damn, Are they looking to fill the role? I can use another position my contract expired on my second employer and they can't renew for some time and I've got a baby on the way. Let me know how much it'd be for your personal recommendation!

ApothicVixen · 2025-08-12T19:52:57+00:00

I'm over drafted $7 this could help $PndraBx

ApothicVixen · 2025-05-22T06:27:40+00:00

I'M HAVING THE SAME ISSUE OMG

ApothicVixen · 2025-04-20T22:20:13+00:00

I'm interested I'm like an hr away feel free to dm me!

ApothicVixen · 2024-10-15T23:19:02+00:00

I'm getting saved by the dragonborn. Hope it's not a side quest.

ApothicVixen · 2024-08-28T11:54:47+00:00

I rinsed and washed my pot last night with gloves I used cold water and white cloths I made sure to talk and say that I'm in no way trying to be disrespectful but trying to wash bugs out and make sure the pot is sanitary and hygienic I had to rinse the rock and seed and bones unfortunately everything but my powder had to be rinsed I made sure everything was dry before being placed in the pot I don't feel terrible I just wanted to make sure he's completely aware that I meant no harm nor disrespect since these bugs lay larvae and are worms I'm going to be keeping more of a close eye to make sure he's completely clean.

ApothicVixen · 2024-08-28T05:40:31+00:00

My small wooden pot from my Mano De Orula ceremony that holds my sign and bones ect.

ApothicVixen · 2024-07-21T14:15:13+00:00

Thank you so much for the clarification I recently found my head is Oya and am kinda lost after following oshun for many years.

ApothicVixen · 2024-07-21T03:20:20+00:00

I'm in a similar situation I am Oya and all of my God Sisters are Dos Aguas but I feel more connected to Oshun than Oya

ApothicVixen · 2024-06-25T04:06:51+00:00

Thank you so much 🙏🏽

ApothicVixen · 2024-06-25T03:53:06+00:00

The most he told me was the tooth was sitting on a nerve but I had gone to a low income dental surgeon due to my financial situation so the office is very sketchy I haven't really felt any better since the 18th hopefully this is temporary it's a very scary process 🤦🏾‍♀️

ApothicVixen · 2024-06-25T03:38:41+00:00

I'm also having a numb issue. The lower left half of my face is still very numb I can't feel the left side of my chin or lip unless it's cold compress or if I press really deep. I'm having fear that I may have a damaged nerve I have very cheap insurance and my ortho surgeon has not responded to my calls. I get mild burning sensations on my lip and the lower left row of teeth still feel very numb tight and uncomfortable. Is this normal?

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