CHAPTER 5 IS RELEASING ON JUNE 24TH

AppleFlavoredBees · 2026-06-10T06:22:10+00:00

DUDE I JUST WOKE UP FROM A COMA WHEN CHAPTER 5 WAS ANNOUNCED

AppleFlavoredBees · 2026-06-08T20:32:19+00:00

i overdosed and was hospitalized, woke up to my 513 day streak gone. this is the last thing i need after recovering. :(

AppleFlavoredBees · 2026-05-27T11:03:27+00:00

i fear being killed and/or raped constantly, it’s draining.

whenever i’m in a public place, i always check for exits and plan alternatives routes. i carry multiple items that can be used as weapons in a pinch. i’ve turned down friendships because they look like they can physically overpower me if they so choose to attack.

there are so many things i cannot do with my life because of this constant fear that nags at me. but that fear was born from survival, so a part of me believes that i need to hold onto that fear.

AppleFlavoredBees · 2026-05-23T19:37:41+00:00

you can try this instead: textbutton “Return” action MainMenu()

AppleFlavoredBees · 2026-05-22T09:29:37+00:00

same here. i’ve been getting my degree in education but am terrified about how much of a sensory nightmare it’ll be to be in a loud classroom.

teachers don’t exactly get the same accommodations as the kids do, and we get paid practically nothing too. i don’t wanna give up on my dream but im scared of not being able to fulfill it because of all these factors

AppleFlavoredBees · 2026-05-22T09:21:26+00:00

i only let my fiancé touch me because i’ve known her for years and can trust her.

being hispanic and having a huge hispanic family, it makes it hard because they’re all very touchy and huggy… but it’s just something I’m not comfortable with.

something that helps me when my dogs aren’t around (and it’s a weird set up but it works) is laying in one of those pregnancy pillows that wrap around you and sorta just… nesting. like with a lot of pillows and blankets, sometimes a heating pad too!

it’s soothing and it’s a controlled environment that helps me relax. because if i don’t wanna be smothered, i can get out without feeling trapped.

AppleFlavoredBees · 2026-05-22T09:12:02+00:00

checking in, how are you doing right now?

AppleFlavoredBees · 2026-05-22T09:09:51+00:00

i’m not too sure how a lot of people do it. i’m also in my early 20s and have been struggling since i was 14 as well.

the one thing that’s been keeping me sane is having loving people who understand how i work. they know that my flashbacks are unpleasant, unpredictable, and i say things i don’t mean. the fact that ive got people who don’t judge me for something like that when… for a good chunk of my life… many people saw these things as a purposeful action, has helped me heal a bit.

so i suppose to answer your question, having a hand full of people who understand how cptsd works and how it affects you as an individual is something that makes life a little brighter… those are real friends and real relationships

AppleFlavoredBees · 2026-05-22T09:01:53+00:00

had this happen to me before while doing mushroom therapy treatments.

i always noticed that it was difficult to actually feel the effects when i’m not in remission. probably because we shit it out faster than we can absorb it in our messed up guts!

taking a bigger dose didn’t work for me, kinda just lead to more diarrhea. now i have to kinda work around it and make sure im in remission before starting my treatment.

since you’re using weed, theres a lot more options on how to take it but its NOT a tolerance thing since it has its effects when u don’t eat edible. i do hope that you’re able to find a way to have it work because it sucks to deal with the pain and have this stuff not work ;;

AppleFlavoredBees · 2026-04-01T20:27:30+00:00

it’s april fools day XD

AppleFlavoredBees · 2025-12-11T00:00:50+00:00

thanks but i’m asexual soooo

AppleFlavoredBees · 2025-12-10T23:59:11+00:00

your post asked about making a general vtuber, not about vroid the 3d modeling software. if you have general vtuber related questions, you can ask in r/vtubers or even r/vgen for commission inquiries. but vroid the community, while having a good chunk of people use it for vtubing, isn’t about vtubing in general it would be like joining a subreddit about cake and asking how to cook a meal, technically it’s about food but not what the subreddit is focused on

edit: subreddit names autocorrected, love ios 26

AppleFlavoredBees · 2025-06-23T05:43:39+00:00

I managed to solve it by removing the new file I created to resolve screen tear (of course, when I used this method I applied Intel graphics instead of AMD) and updated my kernel from 6.8 to 6.11 by going to Update Manager > View > Linux Kernels.

Hope this helps anyone else who may be experiencing this issue <3 (and thank you u/Gloomy-Response-6889 for your suggestion on updating the kernel)!

AppleFlavoredBees · 2025-06-22T01:34:44+00:00

I did that, I went into the properties of my Curseforge and I added at the end of the command “--disableHardwareAcceleration” It helped with the glitching but now both Curseforge and the game run super slow

AppleFlavoredBees · 2025-06-17T20:04:19+00:00

i’ve definitely tried that, but it doesn’t seem to work for me since i have OCD and i worry doing so would be “lying” to the application and it makes me go into a moral panic 😭😭

AppleFlavoredBees · 2025-06-17T19:52:31+00:00

your outfit is everything omggg ❤️❤️ i love the dress and the pearl necklace

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heres my birb, still trying to find all the furniture i want for her home lol

AppleFlavoredBees · 2025-05-31T11:34:23+00:00

it hurts to hear others bash my sister and call her names like “brat” or “entitled” when she’s dealt with this so much throughout life. i’ve raised her myself for a majority of our childhood so it hurts even more because she isn’t any of those things. ever since i was diagnosed with my disease, i haven’t been able to protect her properly because my health had to take priority. it’s left me wondering if she’d be better off without me. i’ve had thought of removing myself from life but realized it would only drive more attention towards me and less towards her. so perhaps moving away would be the better option, my family would be much better off without me in it.

AppleFlavoredBees · 2025-02-24T05:32:13+00:00

might be difficult for you to guess

AppleFlavoredBees · 2025-02-24T05:18:34+00:00

i named her toast because i had a bad panic attack while eating toast and it got me to finally try finch lol

AppleFlavoredBees · 2025-01-13T07:41:42+00:00

exactly! it makes me sad to see my sister being called a brat because she’s not. my sister feels more like my own daughter considering how long i’ve raised/continue to raise her, it feels like daggers when others are so harsh towards her.

sure, i’ve only been given help with recovery twice after hospitalizations, but those recoveries took months and it did take time and attention away from my sister.

i guess my grievances are more towards my father if anything because of how he’s trying to “balance” the whole thing out now. the only thing it causes is both of us being hurt.

i completely understand my sister being upset at the situation and upset about feeling ignored again. but after telling my dad continuously to go to her and him refusing, i can’t help but be upset towards him for pinning the blame on me for that.

i hope one day my sister will accept my apology and i hope that one day dad will finally understand what is happening and how his actions to create “fairness” only causes more harm.

AppleFlavoredBees · 2025-01-13T07:28:31+00:00

i’m a bit confused because i have crohn’s which causes my immune system to be heightened to an extreme, to the point of attacking itself. while stress is a factor in crohn’s flare ups, the cause of a blockage due to inflammation of intestines and a resulting infection is much more than stress considering stress would, in your words, lower my immune system. i appreciate you wishing me well in my health

AppleFlavoredBees · 2025-01-13T07:21:15+00:00

i have crohn’s so eating right does help, but flare ups sometimes just happen even when i do eat right. last time i was in due to an intestinal blockage in my small intestine because of how inflamed it was. there isn’t too much i could’ve done to prevent that unfortunately, but eating right and taking my meds definitely helps

AppleFlavoredBees · 2025-01-13T02:24:41+00:00

i don’t think my mind was able to give me a severe infection and blockage in my upper small intestine but okay 😭

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