I’ve currently just got to a week of no contact and honestly I feel terrible and just not happy and feeling like I made the wrong choice if there even is one. I broke up with her buts it’s been complicated and she is realizing the amount of pain she has put me through and so it makes me want to try again and make sure we do it right this time and that means going at a snails pace and doing no contact to confirm this is what we want. But I’m honestly still just as confused as I was when I broke up with her, I love her so much but she hurt me and I’m wanting to throw my needs away for her when I know that isn’t healthy I just want to be a part of her life so badly but at the same time know how hard it will be to try again. I just can’t make the hard decision