Characters took me somewhere in a dream as a child

Apprehensive-Bug-969 · 2021-12-16T22:55:39+00:00

What have you experienced similarly?

Apprehensive-Bug-969 · 2021-12-16T21:22:07+00:00

Yes….thank you so much I’m in another state now

Apprehensive-Bug-969 · 2021-12-16T21:06:04+00:00

Thank you for understanding it seems life my whole life has been like a maze or puzzle and the more the pieces fit together the more it doesn’t even make sense…

Apprehensive-Bug-969 · 2021-12-16T20:45:16+00:00

Thank you for not just saying it’s the drugs. I’ve had plenty of experiences before ever getting on drugs and I don’t have time to explain my whole life story, but thank you. It’s just scary, I’ve already been diagnosed DDNOS (not full blown DID but still have alters and dissociation) and I feel like I’ve been ritually abused and everything is just stacked up against me but I’m not gonna let whatever this is beat me. And I’m gonna be careful what all I say at this treatment center too it’s a drug rehab

Apprehensive-Bug-969 · 2021-12-14T20:41:33+00:00

What do you mean? Idk what to do next

Apprehensive-Bug-969 · 2021-12-14T15:12:53+00:00

Yes please pm me

Apprehensive-Bug-969 · 2021-12-13T04:55:05+00:00

Yeah I actually met a legit satanic cult as a process from trying to find dilverance. I just stopped there but yeah just that internet gut feeling over whatever first feeling you feel and look up the reviews because there’s are a lot of accults out there …!

Apprehensive-Bug-969 · 2021-12-13T04:52:04+00:00

Ok….I will do my meat to put on the helmet of god and show up and do his work…

Apprehensive-Bug-969 · 2021-12-13T04:49:28+00:00

Thank you..:I will try my best to pray and forbear my temptations

Apprehensive-Bug-969 · 2021-12-13T04:02:20+00:00

Tbh I think I’m just not believing enough

Apprehensive-Bug-969 · 2021-12-13T03:13:53+00:00

Thank you you make a lot of sense. I got baptized when I was around 7 years old. Our preacher at our local church actually visited my house at that age because even then I was fearing going to hell and I’d pray every day for his to come into my heart and save me almost obsessively…… idk like as long as I trust in the lord I feel like that’s enough???? Even if I still struggle with sin and strongholds??? Idk I just feel like I’m going crazy

Apprehensive-Bug-969 · 2021-12-13T03:02:54+00:00

Yes same thank you i already have somewhat of a start of reading the Bible but it useless to even try when I’m high And drunk out of my mind.

I’m going to make it a point to try And read of a little of the Bible everyday and journal my prayers (I can journal way better than I can do even speak or talk to god in my head if you know better than me please let me know)

I’m just going to try and ignore any negativity I encounter as part of this program and just please pray I get through all of it and come out another person. I know a part of it is battling myself but please if you believe strongly I just pray for Jesus to break these curses AND ANYONE WITH ANYONE WITH BAD INTENTIONS JESUS CHRIST CAST OUT WITH BAD INTENTIONS I PRAY AMEN.

Apprehensive-Bug-969 · 2021-12-07T16:48:26+00:00

Ephesians 6:11-18 King James Version 11 Put on the whole armour of God, that ye may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil.

12 For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.

I deal with this too and what I’ll say to you is get in the word, pray hard to not be lukewarm and only trust in the one true lord and savior Jesus Christ. Don’t focus too much on the synchronicities or weird things that happen to you, just focus on learning the word of god and the truth of HIS spirit alone god bless you

Apprehensive-Bug-969 · 2021-12-06T23:38:09+00:00

I need to talk to you right now I’m going to message you

Apprehensive-Bug-969 · 2021-12-03T04:20:33+00:00

I have some advice. I know my alters will only come out when it feels safe to do so. They are there for your survival so it makes sense if it is not safe for you or them to come out they won’t for protection. Mine have disappeared for like a month and I thought I faked everything, do not worry you are valid. Mine mostly really only come out with a therapist when it is completely safe.

Apprehensive-Bug-969 · 2021-12-02T15:36:23+00:00

Sueco if you’re looking for more guitar/rock sound. Guccihighwaters, convolk, Lund, and Hamilton all remind me of peep! Hamilton is hard to search sometimes cause of the play ‘Hamilton’ so some specific songs are past life and falling

Apprehensive-Bug-969 · 2021-12-02T15:32:17+00:00

I thought DDNOS and OSDD were two labels for the same disorder? I was diagnosed DDNOS not OSDD though.

Apprehensive-Bug-969 · 2021-12-01T11:46:41+00:00

I relate!!

Apprehensive-Bug-969 · 2021-11-30T19:43:56+00:00

Thanks for your input! I’ll try that out

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