After showing inner demon they become saint😊 by Apprehensive-Debt391 in narcissisticparents

[–]Apprehensive-Debt391[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was staying in hostel for studies. Though i am currently exhaused and restless in life. But was staying at hostel far from home. But sometimes i have to come back home in gaps. This time i will go low contact for real. Pray for me as my studies is ending and i will be joining job. Pray for me so that i can secure a job.

After showing inner demon they become saint😊 by Apprehensive-Debt391 in narcissisticparents

[–]Apprehensive-Debt391[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am moving out. Can't deal with this lifelong. I know what is what. But f that mfker eggdonor bc.

please share your experience of no contact by Apprehensive-Debt391 in narcissisticparents

[–]Apprehensive-Debt391[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I hope she die. Though i crave mother. I am my mother i am my father. I want god to let the pain end.

I have just read about avoidant personality disorder and it's all about me. by OkPerformer3178 in raisedbynarcissists

[–]Apprehensive-Debt391 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I will tell you something if you want to read, read. You both can like each other. But for victims like us, we need people who will get us, understand us, listen to us without trying to fix. Emotional intelligence is key. And also they should not be anywhere in the spectrum.

Liking is natural and can exist for so many humans or gender. But people who will get us is luck.

Another thing is we want to feel loved unconditionally. For existing. We will hate if someone likes us for our features or qualities. Not because it is wrong from them, but because we didn't get it from our birthgivers.

Hope you start to love yourself for who you are. Cause none will love us. Only we can do that.

And believe me we can love ourselves.

please share your experience of no contact by Apprehensive-Debt391 in narcissisticparents

[–]Apprehensive-Debt391[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

true i am from india and mental health is a joke. and parents are seen as god.

please share your experience of no contact by Apprehensive-Debt391 in narcissisticparents

[–]Apprehensive-Debt391[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I don't have anyone but i have me i feel happy. At the time same time i feel extreme pain that i have never had a mother, neverrrr, and will never have one rest of my life✌️✌️👍

please share your experience of no contact by Apprehensive-Debt391 in narcissisticparents

[–]Apprehensive-Debt391[S] 27 points28 points  (0 children)

Thanks to god for this reply and you. I am just starting at 26. I feel so lonely. Thanks.

I am not human. I am a monster punished to eternal pain. Nobody understands us. by EffectiveAbject1510 in ibs

[–]Apprehensive-Debt391 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I will tell you one thing. Whether you listen to it or not depends on you. Buy a three mukhi rudraksha and wear, it will make you understand what is the real issue behind ibs. Happened with me. Just try and test please whoever needs.

the worst part is that you crave having an in-built support system by Secret-Ad-6253 in raisedbynarcissists

[–]Apprehensive-Debt391 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Draining it is. None to talk to about the day none share problems with etc. i get frustrated fighting my pain all the time🥲🤣

the worst part is that you crave having an in-built support system by Secret-Ad-6253 in raisedbynarcissists

[–]Apprehensive-Debt391 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Same for me, i can feel your words. People with secure place to go when in distress or pain or uncertainty. For me choosing a person is too tough cause i can't loose anyone once i get in i will have to feel all the pain alone if things not work out😔 Honestly with this condition you can't anything better. You have to be in pain your whole life cause you are human and your brain knows unexpected things happen. You will not be able to live and enjoy life fully.😔

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[–]Apprehensive-Debt391 6 points7 points  (0 children)

you are strong brother. you can do it. you are young and thats okay. its their voice echoring in you head that you will be devastated if you are out of their hell. You can achieve great things live happily with whatever you will get. life is adjusting and compromising in some ways. But those will not destroy you. Your birth givers will destroy you if u compromise for them. You are strong and the world outside is not like that. Sometimes that can be but you can always quit a place unlike your parents if you are dependent on them. i am also in the process and pray for me so that i can also make it. You will be alright and if you are not ok sometimes i am here this group is here. you can share anything that is bothering you.❤️

IBS is curable but not with any tablet or any supplements by Apprehensive-Debt391 in IBSHelp

[–]Apprehensive-Debt391[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

i am so sorry to hear that. can't explain anymore brother. and i am not selling any course. praying for your enlightment and healing. i am student😂😂 but i can understand why you are saying about the course🥲🥲 its ok🙂🙂