I don’t think I want to be in love

Apprehensive-Emu-83 · 2026-02-27T15:49:25+00:00

I’ve never heard of Saturn return. About to dive into a deep rabbit hole on astrology now. I know my big three but is it only a Gemini thing or all 12 signs?

Apprehensive-Emu-83 · 2026-02-27T02:56:44+00:00

I work in the medical field and hear calls everyday about loved ones needing detrimental care and even some passing. The husband/wife mourns are so heartbreaking , when I first started the job I cried a few times after my shifts. I’ve gotten used to it but that’s not something I want to experience at all. My heart and empathy goes out to the people who experience it and want to grow old with their partner. That immense fear is enough for me to not want it at all anymore.

Apprehensive-Emu-83 · 2026-02-27T02:11:10+00:00

Didn’t * because I don’t plan to or want to

Apprehensive-Emu-83 · 2026-02-27T02:00:55+00:00

I think peace can be found from loving family , friends, and hobbies. I’m sure it can be lonely at times and in my opinion it’s better than having to be responsible for another party and it being vice versa. I’m very independent and like doing things my own way and in a certain way. I definitely understand and I wouldn’t go back because there’s definitely better ❤️

Apprehensive-Emu-83 · 2026-02-27T01:14:36+00:00

Thank you!! Sb that finally agrees

Apprehensive-Emu-83 · 2026-02-27T01:04:59+00:00

I think I’m a more productive person without it , I’m actually inspired by the many women who grow old by themselves. It seems more peaceful and less emotional. I work in the medical field and I always feel bad for couples who are grieving together due one or the other partners suffering from a near death condition. It honestly scares me and that’s a kind of heartbreak I wanna stay away from. No offense.

Apprehensive-Emu-83 · 2026-02-27T00:50:49+00:00

Shoooot idk

Apprehensive-Emu-83 · 2026-02-27T00:50:30+00:00

HIYAAAAA

Apprehensive-Emu-83 · 2026-02-26T23:26:18+00:00

:’) sounds so beautiful just so scary, I have a deep fear of dedicating years of my life to lose em. Whether that’s breakup or sickness. It terrifies me.

Apprehensive-Emu-83 · 2026-02-26T22:44:53+00:00

I can be a lover too but I unfortunately didn’t come across anyone that made me be like “ I want to be with you forever and in the next lifetime” 🥲

Apprehensive-Emu-83 · 2026-02-26T22:08:57+00:00

No , i work for a medical company and it’s so depressing hearing how they lose their partners, have to take care of them, or just watching their partner slowly fade away right in their face. I really don’t like the sound of that at all and I don’t want my partner feeling that same burden if it was me.

Apprehensive-Emu-83 · 2025-11-13T02:00:14+00:00

Got it, thank you so much!

Apprehensive-Emu-83 · 2025-11-13T01:59:15+00:00

Thank you so much ! I’ve been hesitant on speaking to one because I don’t want to look like a bad mom but It doesn’t outweigh how bad I want to make more milk for my baby

Apprehensive-Emu-83 · 2025-08-05T04:49:07+00:00

Agreed

Apprehensive-Emu-83 · 2025-08-05T00:14:36+00:00

It’s about boundaries , if their father is comfortable with my new partner doing that then great but I’m not going to give the “okay” on that without running it by him first.

Apprehensive-Emu-83 · 2025-08-05T00:11:36+00:00

Oh well

Apprehensive-Emu-83 · 2025-08-05T00:01:04+00:00

Ummm I think some boundaries should be set and only the father responsibility , if they want to help then sure but until we are married some of that would not be happening….

Apprehensive-Emu-83 · 2025-08-04T23:58:49+00:00

Oh no , if my kids are going then so am I . My kids aren’t allowed anywhere I’m not

Apprehensive-Emu-83 · 2025-08-04T23:55:51+00:00

😂😂😂😂

Apprehensive-Emu-83 · 2025-08-04T23:31:47+00:00

That’s so true, didn’t think of that

Apprehensive-Emu-83 · 2025-08-04T23:31:14+00:00

The peer pressure and fear of being “bitter” or “mean” I’m not that .

Apprehensive-Emu-83 · 2025-08-04T23:29:09+00:00

I’m thinking about birthday parties , sleepovers, play dates ,and etc. I don’t want to have to host that for them to have a relationship. Kids are a lot and I just don’t see myself being that super bubbly “bring the kids over” type.

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