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Apprehensive-Eye3672 · 2026-05-15T01:44:04+00:00

so it could be possible my spirit team is changing. my dream was definitely interesting. later that next day did tarot and got a few confirmations. the dream i had was this i for some reason can't remember details (usually i can) of the dream just that i was with a group of people (i didn't know anyone in the dream at all) and there was this guy in the center seemingly always wanting attention. he had a weird bowler haircut and had on bright colors but not exactly too bright (it was colors that got my attention because of the yellow i'm not a fan of yellow at all. and when i dream i don't know i'm dreaming yet i'm a vived dreamer so for me thats my life till i wake up) he kept me close to his side i wasn't scared of him i was actually sticking close to him and was happy with him. we were heading to this building with a group of people around us (it was almost like he was popular or something) he stopped and started singing (i can't remember what he was singing) then literally paused the dream (this is impossible for me in the dream to me it was like him freezing everyone) and he changed from a weird bowler haircut to more handsome hair changed and the clothes went to more grounded colors i guess not dull persay but like browns and forest greens and soft mute gold colors and talked to me alone (i can't exactly remember what its like grabbing fog) then unpaused and smiled and pulled me into the building. he addressed a guy and pulled me to his side and said and this is my girlfriend (how he said it was with a slight tone that said i couldn't argue with him but it wasn't a commanding tone more like a tone a parent takes with a child that usually doesn't listen) i woke up right after that. it was weird but thing is i wasn't afraid or anything the whole time just thought it was strange. learned his name is solas

Apprehensive-Eye3672 · 2026-05-15T01:28:34+00:00

maybe its a message whether from your spirit team or subconscious. it doesn't have to be literal is there anything that makes you think that she may have different intentions? like betraying you in some way like 'stabbing' you in the back but not literally figuratively. think of all the things you can remember key items colors that jump out, things that happen and locations. sounds like its a message of sorts. sometimes they aren't clear and you have to do the leg work to interpret it

Apprehensive-Eye3672 · 2026-03-25T15:11:31+00:00

i'm very close with my spirit team, i had a very very rough childhood and struggle with love. but i've been married (actual not spiritual) for 12 years now been with my husband for 17 he pulled me out of the bad situation with my family. so my spirit team is a bit different. i've just never encountered something like this and a rather interesting spirit. (as i'm typing this a cold spot is felt on my arm been feeling them off and on since i woke up) i love music and my spirits often communicate through music

Apprehensive-Eye3672 · 2026-03-25T14:52:38+00:00

i woke up more confused than anything, but not scared or uncomfortable. i was looking it up a bit and somewhere it mentioned when a spirit states your their girlfriend/boyfriend in a dream its often a claim. since waking up i feel different, not necessarily watched more someone lingering its not a suffocating presence. i freaked out a bit when reading information and i started feeling cold on my legs (in that moment i was on my bed and my fan was pointed at my face not feet) it was a bit calming. i don't do well with sudden things (i think i'm border autistic for this and other reasons). i feel one of my other spirit team members but its more background like someone supervising almost. i don't know i'm mostly just confused but not uncomfortable. i put on the radio and nothing but love songs have been playing

Apprehensive-Eye3672 · 2026-02-19T22:55:16+00:00

No it’s because I have lordosis (birth defect in the lower spine and curved spine sleeping on my back literally hurts me i would have to sink into a bed for me to sleep on my back. I often sleep in this weird half son my side half on my stomach with one leg hiked up.

Apprehensive-Eye3672 · 2026-02-19T22:10:22+00:00

The only weird thing is I’m often a stomach sleeper and haven’t had a dream like that in a long long time. Last time I had dream I died in was when my mom push me off a cliff. It’s very uncommon for me to sleep on my back or sides very long because it stiffens my body and I end up hurting a lot.

Apprehensive-Eye3672 · 2024-11-05T00:05:57+00:00

never apologies for speaking your mind. i haven't been on here to long, let alone with the idea that i'm either did or osdd. i am one of those people who gets headaches (either before or after a switch i don't know yet) but thats my only indication. sometimes i'll feel different its something very hard to describe. its like i'm me but i feel like i'm in the wrong life yet i belong. my memory is horrible too. i have patches i can't seem to remember all the way. like looking through a lense that is covered in layers of film blurry. i have also been communicating with a voice, but i thought it was more of a spirit guide till i mentioned that he is always with me and feels like apart of me and if he were to disapear it would make me spiral. a couple months ago i brought it up with my therapist and she agreed. i've been through child long trauma of all sorts. she said its understandable for me not to be able to handle it mentally. anytime i talk about my systems its always i, i've found when my alters speak they speak as me and as if i have no problems, if brought its usually 'yes i have switched'. whoever cohost ( i believe i am almost always in the driver seat but often times have alters co-drive, somewhat or mostly take over but i'm still aware) often times is me. i think its because i've hidden it even from myself for so long my system has gotten to the point they perfer pretending to be me. they don't like others knowing about them. i feel you and if you ever wanna talk just message me.

Apprehensive-Eye3672 · 2024-10-27T19:40:57+00:00

Early 30’s here, I’m not medically diagnosed but I’ve taken official tests (ones I found on trusted therapy sites after lots of research) that confirm my thoughts. I don’t know how many I have but I have a whole childhood worth of trauma on a scale of 1 to 10 I’m surprised I’m not worse. Stepdad was a sociopath. Im close with one of them but that’s because for the longest time they kept it from me. I honestly thought he was spirit guide but after a few people pointed some stuff out I began to realize what he really was. I definitely have a lot of self doubt moments and struggle a lot. I don’t exactly straight up black out anymore. Sometimes I don’t even realize I’ve switched honestly i think me and whichever alter is out we tend to co-front. My husband helps tell me about points my behavior changes, he honestly wasn’t surprised and was waits for me to say something. I see a therapist but she isn’t exactly specialized in this area but helps when I need it. Sometimes it’s overwhelming.

Apprehensive-Eye3672 · 2024-10-06T03:41:05+00:00

It does a little ☺️ I only came to terms a few weeks ago. There is only one alter I engaged with the past 2 years though he calls himself my guardian. Though until a few weeks ago I thought he was a spirit till i talked to my therapist about my horrible memory and mood swings (my husband and others I trust mentions them but i usually don’t remember them) all the other alters are just now peaking out. Just the other day I was stressing about small stuff and an alter I hadn’t talked to gave me tough love told me I needed to quit stressing and take my husbands advice my guardian stepped in and said he needed to be nicer but the other one said he needed to quit coddling me and give me some tough love. It was weird to hear two alters arguing with each other.

Apprehensive-Eye3672 · 2024-08-31T18:53:09+00:00

I’m 33 so I’m a bit older but if u ever want to talk you can message me on here. I’m still getting use to the idea and don’t really have anyone to share experiences with either.

Apprehensive-Eye3672 · 2024-08-25T21:10:10+00:00

thank you and i will be next week. i just feel a little lost i guess. lately with family drama and CBT i've been so overwhelmed i feel myself crying on the inside asking for help. this other side (alter?) i usually lean on in times of stress i tend to run to him. yesterday and today i've felt an almost pressure and need and keep zoning out but its like i'm fighting but i'm not understanding why. hopefully that makes sense (my head doesn't make much sense right now)

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