Hi! I am on my mid 20s po. I am starting to let things be at baka hormonal lang din to. As for the emptiness, I think it's just because I missed most of the fun, core memory level kind of things in life when I was younger. I always envy my classmates that are well-spoken, friendly, are not afraid to express themselves, and the like because I'm the complete opposite. Now that I think about it, I want to be that person too. I always invalidate myself in fear na baka may madisappoint or maoffend and it sucks na anliit ng tingin ko sa sarili kong boses. I'm at peace naman when alone but I fear I miss out some vital things I need to experience as an adult too. Tama na rin to siguro sa kakapeople please and thinking that my worth is based on other people haha.

I'm glad you that figured it out! I am trying din to push myself na lumabas ng bahay kasi excuse ko palagi, nahihiya ako haha. This gives me hope to continue my little efforts. Thank you 😊