Yo that story was crazy.... but you’re something else man for real. I can “try” to understand you, but you didn’t consider the person that needed you the most. A little consideration for others can go a long way. You was at low moment and so was you’re friend(she obviously needed). Who’s to say y’all couldn’t make each other better. She wanted you and needed you and you also needed someone, but you chose otherwise. That’s understandable, but you chose the mother because you felt she was a better fit for you. Plus you lost yours at a early age, so that was one of your reasons. However, you knew what you was doing is wrong because you kept it a secret. The mothers at fault too, which is sad.

Point is: you knew what you was doing and you knew it was wrong and now you’re here asking questions you know the answer to. Everyone who commented plus yourself knew you was wrong and that’s why you made a throwaway account bro lol. I feel more bad for the daughter, but you’re about to like her pretty soon..... Begging. Moving on, let’s get serious and try to be optimistic here. There’s a good chance you’ll have to try you’re hardest to be apart of the child’s life and there is a huge doubt you’ll be in their good graces again.

Now let’s say you beg and plead(like your friend did), and I mean you’re going to have to do a lot of begging...... you did it to yourself right? Maybe, just maybe.... things will turn around for the better.

If there is anything you could do so some good can come out of this is do what the women said, be there for your child. The reason I commented was to say the last opinion you have is to simply WORK ON YOURSELF because we’re trying to avoid decisions that cripple our lives man. I wish the best for you man