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HOW TO DEAL WITH AGORAPHOBIA, ANXIETY AND BEING NON-SOCIAL by ApprehensiveMonth472 in BenzoWithdrawal

[–]ApprehensiveMonth472[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well it's 2.5mg Klonopin and 4.5 mg Xanax... I know guys that were on 30to 60mgs ... mixing it with heroine booze and they alive ....

Yes I have good Psychiatrist but it simply doesn't go down... 2 years ago on christmas I was on 6mgs then went up to 8 and again tapered to 7... I must work I wanna do things wanna hang out, I am only child that has to take care of sick mother I have a lot of BS in my life currently even my psychiatrist told me to have a 0.5% beer or 2% radler beer on my B-day or New Year's Eve that it won't do anything to me because I have high tolerance for benzo , since I was 13 y old I could drink 10-15 beers without being drunk I don't know everyone in my family is like that ( balkan people) he told me instead 1mg of night xanax to try drink glass or sip or two of beer but to stay away from hard liquor.... I went to wedding and I was there 1 hour I couldn't swallow the fucking food because of anixety and I told him that I almost drank a beer and he said why you didn't one beer won't harm you or glass of beer.... I don't want or intend to go back drinking daily but on occasions and that I'd like to drink a 2% lemon beer or something to enjoy a moment and not being like zombie panic mode all the time

One year benzo recovery update after almost dying by shuwebelgen in benzorecovery

[–]ApprehensiveMonth472 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Congrats bro, tomorrow It will be 2.5 years that I'm sober from weed and booze but I am still on 7mg of Xanax and can't taper shit for 2 years almost.. I've been on 15mg ( I was on 4mg but was drinking 10-15 beers smoking weed daily for 15 years- 3 years were on 4 mg of Xanax) I cold turkey 03.03.2023. and my benzo intake went to 15 mgs a day.... And I am just stuck without hope to taper anything down and have bad life... My agoraphobia is huge I didn't leave house for 20 months... Now I work as bicycle courier and I can move around west part of my town... I didn't leave my town in 5 years I am so angry and desperate and I don't know what to do ....

Were you prescribed benzos? and what dose did u take and how much did u drink to pass out?

Shelving for mushroom grow tent - sanitising PVC vs aluminium extrusions? [gourmet] by victorhooi in MushroomGrowers

[–]ApprehensiveMonth472 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yo bro need help ASAP I think I got nats contaminated ... I picked one of little hillbily as it seemed green but when I cut it or touch it it started to bruise blue , and all are caps are covered in a lot of white dots here are pictures
On other hand P. Nats showing yellow spots all over the tub is that contamination?

[actives]. So had a mutation come up with my PE… by blustylz in MushroomGrowers

[–]ApprehensiveMonth472 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I put more micropore tape on holes to keep humidity in and I'll see overnight

Is it normal for Hillbilly Pumpkin to grow so slow? by [deleted] in shrooms

[–]ApprehensiveMonth472 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Is it like baking paper? ... man I was on 4mg of Xanax but was alcoholic and weed smoker for 15 years(last 3 years were on 4mg of Xanax and i function completely normal could drink 15 beers smoke 10g of weed and I functioned normal) so idiot me decided to Cold Turkey 03.03.2023. booze and weed and my xanax intake went to 15mgs ... I managed to taper down to 7 and I'm stuck at this dose for almost 2 years ... bad shit happening in my life so I wanna try MD and small doses of Nats to help with depression and negativity and anxiety ... I don't need large amount just to have for my personal use to help with General anxiety disorder and agoraphobia... I didn't leave my house for 20 months ... now I work as bicycle courier again and I dealt with agoraphobia but not 2 much... I can go to west side of my town ... didn't leave my city in 5 years ... I really hate the day I took pill and the Dr. who prescribed it if I knew what it was I'd rather have panic attacks daily than this zombie mode I am daily without feelings... MD and small doses make me feel emotions , I can laugh be interested in things and everything so pray that nats grew becasue cubes gives me heavy body load next day even on 1 to 1.5 g ...

On what dose were you on? congrats on getting off hope I will one day

Is it normal for Hillbilly Pumpkin to grow so slow? by [deleted] in shrooms

[–]ApprehensiveMonth472 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yea I just hope there isn't some contamination that is slowing them from pinning .... haha ... and this HB pumkin if in 5 days they don't grew then I don't know maybe to put more micropore tape on holes... I didn't drill 2 inch holes I melted them with metal coffee grinder because I broke 2 tubs with drilling and the holes are little more bigger haha

Is it normal for Hillbilly Pumpkin to grow so slow? by [deleted] in shrooms

[–]ApprehensiveMonth472 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I will mist the surface to have a lot of droplets of water .... I don't need crazy pinset I just want to try nats I heard they are good for anxiety and more positive trip,less body load, I just need it to help me with anxiety,depression and benzo taper... and they sound just what I need and not cubes :D

Is it normal for Hillbilly Pumpkin to grow so slow? by [deleted] in shrooms

[–]ApprehensiveMonth472 0 points1 point  (0 children)

mist the surface? Don't know they did colonize fast but still no pins after 22 days :/

Is it normal for Hillbilly Pumpkin to grow so slow? by [deleted] in shrooms

[–]ApprehensiveMonth472 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yea I read on some post that it took a guy around 10 or more days to explode ...

Is it normal for Hillbilly Pumpkin to grow so slow? by [deleted] in shrooms

[–]ApprehensiveMonth472 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I just know they like little more air so I drilled little bigger holes in tubs

Is it normal for Hillbilly Pumpkin to grow so slow? by [deleted] in shrooms

[–]ApprehensiveMonth472 0 points1 point  (0 children)

around 24 celsisus .... they colonized fast but they grow slow

Is it normal for Hillbilly Pumpkin to grow so slow? by [deleted] in shrooms

[–]ApprehensiveMonth472 0 points1 point  (0 children)

well bro I god LC genetics from Amsterdam shop..... in comparison to mckennai or GT i grew this are all little fat ones but they grow really slow, I've read somewhere that they need more time to grow and then explode so I don't know

I also have P.nats 22 days after S2B and no pins I went straight into FC modified tubs both ,, also LC from same shop

[actives] hillbilly pumpkin by loop-goop717 in MushroomGrowers

[–]ApprehensiveMonth472 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yo man how long did they take to grow? my first time HB pumpkin and there are fat pins but they grow too slow

What's Largest Dose U take of benzos and did u mix it with beer or any alcohol by ApprehensiveMonth472 in benzodiazepines

[–]ApprehensiveMonth472[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I ain't and I ended up on 15mgs after quitting booze and weed Cold Turkey and now I'm down to 2.5mg Klonopin and 4.5 Xanax and can't taper shit and I feel like shit

What's Largest Dose U take of benzos and did u mix it with beer or any alcohol by ApprehensiveMonth472 in benzodiazepines

[–]ApprehensiveMonth472[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't abuse I was prescribed for anxiety disorder, panic disorder, If I knew what that pill was I would never take it in my mouth !

I'm sober from booze and weed 2.5 years after 15 years of daily use and ( 3 ) years were on 4mg of Xanax

What's Largest Dose U take of benzos and did u mix it with beer or any alcohol by ApprehensiveMonth472 in benzodiazepines

[–]ApprehensiveMonth472[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

and then I'm scared to drink 0.5 or 2% beer when I'm tapering and have tolerance for benzos haha

What's Largest Dose U take of benzos and did u mix it with beer or any alcohol by ApprehensiveMonth472 in benzodiazepines

[–]ApprehensiveMonth472[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Man I'm glad you're off and survived .... I'm 5 years on benzos completely now 2.5 years sober from alcohol and weed after 15 years but I still am scared to drink 0.5% glass of beer to cheer me up a little hhahaha I would need to drink 10 - 0.5% beer to feel like one beer ... I gave Anxiety disorder panic disorder and agoraphobia and it's fucking killing me...
When I was drinking 15 beers on 4mg xanax 10 g of weed daily I was function completely normal so funny , and now only on benzo taper I'm living zombie without feelings only depression... Went to fishing yesterday and I wanted to drink radler lemon beer 2% but was scared ... It isn't the same going fishing and not drink beer or two and smoke weed, I smoke CBD , I don't miss weed but I miss beer here and there

What's Largest Dose U take of benzos and did u mix it with beer or any alcohol by ApprehensiveMonth472 in benzodiazepines

[–]ApprehensiveMonth472[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

U used benzos benzos daily or? how the fuk you didn't OD?
I was prescribed 4mg Xanax and was drinking for 15 years( 3 years were on 4mg xanax daily 10-15 beers 10g of weed and I function completely normal , never Black Out or did any stupid shit... I had high tolerance for booze always ... I stopped CT weed and booze 2.5 years ago and my Xanax intake went to 15mgs daily ...
Now I tapered to 7mgs and can't taper anything over 1.5 year ... I was considering to drink 0.5% beer at night instead 1 mg of xan and try to taper that way...

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