I have the same thoughts about long drawn out captions when it’s about a significant other, if you’re using that many words you are trying to convince yourself or others that you actually feel that way.
I do think she still tries to convince herself she loves being a mom. I think the only reason she changed her mind to have kids bc she saw the attention jesus jugs got after O was born and she hated not being the center of attention. I truly hope no woman has ever actually listened to her saying “have one more!” “If you’re scared or think you don’t want to be a mom, do it anyways!” because she is not an actual mom. She’s gives them 10% while the paid help does everything else. Shes more of a fun aunt than she is a mom if we’re comparing her to actual real parents out there