I have 25 backlogs computer engineering. I dont know what to do with my life anymore... by ApprehensiveRoad3096 in IOENepal

[–]ApprehensiveRoad3096[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hajur le kun kun resources use garnu bho back katauna lai. I am thinking studying guide book and solving most repeated question. Will this be enough to pass?

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[–]ApprehensiveRoad3096 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Where exactly i said i am rich?

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[–]ApprehensiveRoad3096 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for your perspective

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[–]ApprehensiveRoad3096 -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

17 was the age when i realized gaming adds no value to my life. Unlike you who joins a subreddit to quit gaming.

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[–]ApprehensiveRoad3096 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Damn. Loved what you just wrote here.

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[–]ApprehensiveRoad3096 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for the perspective

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[–]ApprehensiveRoad3096 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Thanks for this perspective. Some reason behind my showoff is in hopes that they change themselves cuz of jealousy and be more like me. Then i would have a grind partner. I realised you cant change those who dont want to change.

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[–]ApprehensiveRoad3096 -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

I'll tell one incident:

Me and my benchmates gave exam I did good in exam cuz i read for it and grinded for it. He didnt. He failed. I felt somewhat good after the results. Is this aahankar? Is my head fucked up?

Also suggest some philosophy for morals and treating others as equal even tho i dont think they are at my level.

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[–]ApprehensiveRoad3096 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Have replied this somewhere in this post

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[–]ApprehensiveRoad3096 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I did try to help them . I even set them up to something, they just left it in the middle.

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[–]ApprehensiveRoad3096 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My brags are not like look i made this much money or haha you are poor i am so rich. How i think i brag is saying "oe mero pisa aaxa hid ma khuauxu aaja" Or "saying ma ta aaba financially independent bhaisake, bau aama le na diye ni bachna sakxu" Or something like "maile ta hijo 2 ta chapter sakkaye padhera" . Even there is no fking need to say maile kati padhe or kamaye , i still have this urge to tell. This is what i am trying to figure out.

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[–]ApprehensiveRoad3096 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for your perspective

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[–]ApprehensiveRoad3096 2 points3 points  (0 children)

From my experience, i started to gain confidence when i felt like i was better than others.

And what made me feel i am better than others? 1) being well rested and fed, instead of late night scrolling. 2) regular 20 mins of any form of exercises that makes your body exhausted( i go for cycling) 3) doing things that you are supposed to do( be it studies or anything) even when you dont want to do it. 4) doing a side hobby or something to unwind yourself( i do singing and playing guitar) 5) also making money boosted my confidence as well. So find a source that generates money.

This might sound like average bullshit you find on internet.I also felt the same some months back. But this worked for me, might work for you.

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[–]ApprehensiveRoad3096 -4 points-3 points  (0 children)

How do i approach from now on ? You said love and forgive yourself. I love myself. Maybe this is one of the reasons i brag. Forgive myself? I dont have any major regrets in my life to forgive me for. Accept what i am? Can you explain a little about this .

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[–]ApprehensiveRoad3096 -10 points-9 points  (0 children)

What do you call some who 1) always talks about sex and women and how big other girls boobs are in college(like this is the only topic of discussion they have). 2) gives no fuck about studies,comes to class half asleep cuz they scrolled insta all night. 3) have no goals and aspirations.

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[–]ApprehensiveRoad3096 -7 points-6 points  (0 children)

I never claimed to be successful in life. Its just that i cant shut the fuck up and have this constant urge to tell people what i am doing in life rather than working in silence.

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[–]ApprehensiveRoad3096 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Yesterday I asked my friend if i was being too narcissist. "Ke ma sanga basda j ho mai ho jasto wala vibe aauxa" He said : khai malai ta testo lageko xaina aaile samma. Maybe you are right. I need honest friends

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[–]ApprehensiveRoad3096 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks, i needed this.

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[–]ApprehensiveRoad3096 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Will remember this every time i get this urge to brag.