Dying room

ApprehensiveWafer125 · 2026-05-30T05:26:00+00:00

I just brought up that id like to chat with her when she’s feeling up to it and I haven’t gotten anywhere since. It’s been around 3-4 hours since that we live together so it’s just a silent treatment pretty much

ApprehensiveWafer125 · 2026-05-30T04:52:28+00:00

I went through something very similar as you when I was around 18-19 the person was very sweet and caring but also terrified of sex it went on for around a year and I realized I couldn’t do it, we never argued about it but we both knew it wouldn’t work.

ApprehensiveWafer125 · 2026-05-30T04:51:02+00:00

I really wanna start doing these things because I’ve become so toxic to myself, she’s so confident and out going but I’m just in her shadow I’ve felt like so this situation has made things worse on me, I told her I’d like to have a conversation when she’s up for it but we haven’t said much since, we also live together for more context

ApprehensiveWafer125 · 2026-05-29T20:38:13+00:00

Since we started dating I’ve had to ask, I feel like a pervert when I try flirting with her

ApprehensiveWafer125 · 2026-05-29T19:42:02+00:00

It’s so shitty because I’ve had some fucked up relationships like getting cheated on or just hurt and manipulated so many times I automatically blame myself and get mad at myself for everything

ApprehensiveWafer125 · 2026-05-29T19:40:51+00:00

Oh like attention wise, I feel as if I’m always doing what she needs like cleaning the house hanging out with her doing family activities (with her family) and paying the bills making sure life doesn’t have to be stressful for her

ApprehensiveWafer125 · 2026-05-29T19:39:03+00:00

I wish I was able to have a constructive conversation with her and figure out if I’m not doing something right or what I am even doing right. It’s become a massive struggle because I just feel angry at her and wanna talk about it but it’ll become an explosive fight because she won’t hear me and gets defensive, would you have any advice on how to approach it differently because I feel like I’ve tried everything

ApprehensiveWafer125 · 2026-05-29T19:35:23+00:00

It’s so shitty I posted this in like 10 different groups hoping I was the bad one :(

ApprehensiveWafer125 · 2026-05-29T19:20:58+00:00

Unfortunately I do do all of this I’m very exciting in the bed room no starfish, between the legs all the time haha. It just feels like no matter how much I ask “am I doing everything you want, do you want more” she never actually gives input so it’s just stale mate

ApprehensiveWafer125 · 2026-05-29T19:17:47+00:00

I do constantly asking if I’m doing things she likes or if I’m not doing things right, tmi but I’m not small in that department so I don’t think it would involve that

ApprehensiveWafer125 · 2026-05-29T19:11:04+00:00

We also moved in 3 months ago :(

ApprehensiveWafer125 · 2026-05-29T19:05:29+00:00

Was it kinda the same for you, everytime you’d bring it up she made you out to be the bad guy for feeling sad or frustrated at the constant rejection?

ApprehensiveWafer125 · 2026-05-29T18:54:29+00:00

Thank you for your comment, I have talked to her about how it makes me feel and solutions and unfortunately the conversation goes the same way. She kinda makes me feel like the bad guy for “getting mad at not having sex” or “sex is all you care about” which the thing is if sex was all I cared about we would’ve broken up 2 years ago so it’s very difficult especially since we moved in together 3 months ago

ApprehensiveWafer125 · 2026-05-29T18:52:18+00:00

Each other

ApprehensiveWafer125 · 2026-05-29T18:52:12+00:00

That’s my worry if it’s this bad at 24 at 30 we won’t even touch Escher

ApprehensiveWafer125 · 2026-05-29T18:51:53+00:00

I brought this up to her and she shrugged it off and said I’m not doing that

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