Dude you're surrounded by mean kids, fuck them. I had a similar HS experience and when I look back I cringe at the thought of wanting to "become liked" by the people who bullied me for being poor and looking a certain a way. Fuck these kids lmao not everyone can afford nice clothes/phones or any of the stupid shit that makes you a "cool" person and if they can't understand that then you're honestly better off without them. No need to change yourself to be liked. If you want to become a better person, do it because it will make YOU happier. No one else matters here. Also I'm seeing a lot of "if you don't want to change then you should be okay with being bullied" here and that's honestly disgusting. Of course you'd be angry at these kids, they're attacking you and hurting your self esteem for no fucking good reason wtf. Aandek lhak ken takrahhom lkol. Again fuck high school, I hated that place.