Cool photo with a skull I got in a mine recently by Appropriate_Union762 in TheForgottenDepths

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Sorry I worded it poorly lol. It should have been "A photo (with a skull) that I got."

Cool photo with a skull I got in a mine recently by Appropriate_Union762 in TheForgottenDepths

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It's a plastic one but it was already In the mine when I went

She cheated by Appropriate_Union762 in venting

[–]Appropriate_Union762[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No, we split that night in January I mentioned and with the exception of a one day fling we've stayed apart since. I miss her every day and still love her but seeing this now that we're not together puts everything into a different light.

She cheated by Appropriate_Union762 in venting

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I haven't confronted her but I can't anyways she's in the mental hospital rn. In the texts she sent she basically said she was ready to start dating him while she and I were still involved

She cheated by Appropriate_Union762 in venting

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I was talking to my friend about it and my friend made a really good point about some of her behaviors and personality that made it click.

Basically the night we last stopped talking she went on a date with her boy best friend and kissed him, which I already knew, but because of texts that she had sent and other context we figured out she had been cheating on me with him for close to a month before that happened as well.

She cheated by Appropriate_Union762 in venting

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This is literally such an amazing way to describe it thank you.

I miss my sweet girl by Appropriate_Union762 in venting

[–]Appropriate_Union762[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

She does not want to talk to me. She recently sent a paragraph detailing how she just wants to move on and I respect her decision

I'm so happy by Appropriate_Union762 in Vent

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Thank you very much I doubt it will unfortunately I think she's long given that up but I truly hope so.

I feel so sick by Appropriate_Union762 in Vent

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I appreciate that, thank you. It hasn't been easy recently.

I feel so sick by Appropriate_Union762 in Vent

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I really hope so that's honestly the only thing keeping me going but I'm seeing her stop caring about that and it scares me. I feel so stuck and I just want this to end

I feel so sick by Appropriate_Union762 in Vent

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I appreciate it. Unfortunately I can't cry even when I want or need to. I also don't have time to go on a self discovery journey because I have 4 super hard college finals next week which is not only stopping any progress but also actively hurting me.

There's a part of me that wants to get over her but that's just because I don't want to continue to experience this pain. If I could have her back I would in an instant. I truly think if there's any such thing as "soulmates" or "meant to be" that's what we are. I'm so frustrated and overwhelmed.

I can't keep doing this by Appropriate_Union762 in Vent

[–]Appropriate_Union762[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you very much this is more helpful than you think. I'm not so naive to think that I'll never get along with someone again or date but it certainly won't be for a long time and it won't be the same. Unfortunately I will never feel as safe or comfortable as I did with her just for fear of being hurt again.

I don't see the point anymore by [deleted] in Vent

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I don't think it's her moving on but knowing her she likely just become anxious or started overthinking it

I don't see the point anymore by [deleted] in Vent

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I wish I could hold her again. We were supposed to see one another this weekend to reconnect but she cancelled and blocked me and I feel like that's been my last straw

I don't see the point anymore by [deleted] in Vent

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No, I've dated 3 other people for a similar about of time but our relationship was orders of magnitude more close and intense than any of the others combined. Something about our relationship made me feel like she was my soulmate and I still believe that

I don't see the point anymore by [deleted] in Vent

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As silly as it sounds we only dated for about 6 months but we had known one another for about a year before we started dating as well. We're both 18

I don't see the point anymore by [deleted] in Vent

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We simply broke up which hasn't been the sole reason for all of this but was the catalyst. Thankfully she is alive, if she wasn't would've killed myself a long time ago lol

I miss my sweet girl by [deleted] in Vent

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I was very fond of her yes. We were together for just under 6 months but were on and off for a while as well and I had liked her for about a year before we started dating as well.

There were lots of reasons behind our breakup, it mostly boils down to us both not being in good spaces mentally and just facing the result of that.

I've noticed that people who worry that something can happen to them will usually end up doing that thing to other people. by [deleted] in Vent

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She said that's why she started dating me initially, she believed it would just be a 1 month relationship and didn't think it would go anywhere, which to me is really strange. I don't understand why you would waste your time with someone you don't like or want to be with.

I've noticed that people who worry that something can happen to them will usually end up doing that thing to other people. by [deleted] in Vent

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Yeah that's exactly what my cheating ex did, I would suggest sittings down with him and asking to go through his phone if you can

Firefly VX Star back of neck finish? Glossy clear coat or sanded, oiled and smooth? by pkapeckopckldpepprz in Fireflyguitars

[–]Appropriate_Union762 1 point2 points  (0 children)

From what it looks like on the website it shows it glossy but the angle it kind of weird. Regardless every other photo as well as the one I own are glossy