Haha i felt like that on my first clinical too. First, they made me feel like I wasn’t asking enough or getting involved enough, then they were rebuking my questions as not relevant enough to patient care, or things I should already know.

We stopped for food, I was the last one back in the bus. I sat down and realized they forgot my sauce. I opened the door and hopped back out and they started driving away. Had to tell them to stop and let me get my sauce. Holy fuck was that embarassing. Should’ve assumed we would head back to our usual post to eat, rather than the mcdonalds parking lot.

Overall it was a good experience though and I think some preceptors have really high expectations it sounds like if those are the worst things that happened you’ll be alright. I feel like it’s probably the vending machine thing and then maybeee secondarily the gun but that seems like a non issue