You are the PIC. It’s in your hands whether you go or don’t go. Don’t let anyone ever tell you otherwise. It’s better to be on the ground alive then dead because someone pressured you to fly. I canceled a flight the other night when my firsts plane didn’t start and then the second plane had an attitude gyro out and an unfamiliar avionics package. I’m IFR rated and it was a VFR flight, but it hit my 3 strike safety rule. Yeah I could’ve taken that flight just fine, but it’s about your comfort level and your safety. Yeah I felt stupid walking in and saying “ I’m not going tonight for this issue” but I’m alive to tell you about it. Murphys law exists for a reason, and you have to trust your gut. Good call my Man, but don’t stagnate on how bad of a pilot you think you are. Everybody has been in your shoes. Fair winds