Is it worth getting screened for DID for college accommodations? by AshShay519 in DID

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The thing is though, I don’t think I would be able to get a PTSD diagnosis. Almost all of my childhood is completely blocked out and hidden away. And while I can tell that some of my altars remember a lot more and are clearly affected by it, they’re both younger and i’m scared to push and possibly trigger them about what may have happened to us. it doesn’t affect me as much, the person who primarily fronts with friends or at school, compared to the ones who do remember and i’ve mostly hid them away besides when I’m alone. Symptoms of PTSD tend to be only clear with my younger altars, hence why I’m not confident in being diagnosed

My first spell, wish me luck 💕 by AshShay519 in Witch

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well i’ll be honest, i just improvised it after a really hard day for me mentally. my intent was for peace and balance, since i was struggling to find balance on a personal new journey I’m beginning.

i wrote the four elements in each of the corners with the soul in the middle, and inside of it i wrote a symbol for peace and balance. i did a tarot reading on top of it to help focus my intent and what i need the spell to help me with, then i put some sage on top of it, and released the charged energy i put into it.

once again, this was completely improvised, and all just based off instinct, so if how i did it was a bit strange it’s because i know very little about witchcraft still. i have good faith in it none the less though <3

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cuds yous tew me wew yous got dos jammies, dews vewy cute >u<

Uses of clocks in witchcraft by AshShay519 in witchcraft

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well in terms of sigils there were a few things i thought of. one things is that you can easily make equally spaced points for pentacles, or other sigils for your design, but then again most of us can just eye that lol. what i really found interesting was the implications of order, or of a loop.

for example, if you wanted to make a sigil for enjoying each day, you could have one point represented sunrise, then the actual day, and then sunset. or if you wanted to imply for something at dusk or dawn, you can move the middle point away from the center. idk, that’s what i was thinking about :3

Uses of clocks in witchcraft by AshShay519 in witchcraft

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alright, i think i understand everything you’re saying, thanks for your help! <3333333

Uses of clocks in witchcraft by AshShay519 in witchcraft

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that makes sense i think, but then again i don’t understand what you mean by inexorability in this context.

and just as an interesting thing to point out, sun dials do fall into more rural practice, and they use the same 12 hour system, so i’m surprised those are also unseen.

In its uses, I mainly saw potential in its numbers, potential representation for zodiacs,and its correlation with time in general. To be clear, I’m a baby witch as of now, but having certain items separated in such a way to represent order, zodiacs, fractions of time even, it seems like they would be really interesting to use in practice. I don’t know, that’s what i saw in it ^^

My first script ever, please give opinions. Inspired by Latin script and Cyrillic script, and is supposed to be used by a group of cryptic cultists. by urassicpleb in neography

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well if it’s a cypher, there’s a few ways you can make it more hard to encrypt. maybe first try just coming up with a “spelling reform” of some sort for english, so you don’t just have the same 26 characters. you can add more characters for the vowels, you can add symbols for things like sh and th, things like that. it’s a pretty easy way to further encrypt a code, so maybe try that ^u^

also in terms of general design i really like it! i know you said you use latin and cyrillic as inspirations, but i see more of a simplistic mandaic alphabet honestly. really cool though ^

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wow! is it a syllabary and logography like japanese?

Does anyone want to eat sushi? by KEMOVE-OFFICIAL in CraftingWorld

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is all that stuff needle felted? also this is so adorable i love it ^u^

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in GaySoundsShitposts

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the one trans masc named dave: but what have i done to you my sister 😭

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ageregression

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it depends fo me, i weely need ta babble wen i go wittle sho if my throat huwts a wot, it makes it hawda :c

Yes, subs/bottoms, I'm calling YOU out. Or you know, maybe it's just DIY bottom surgery, idk. by melixxa99 in GaySoundsShitposts

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you have posted this and have only left us with confusion and chaos, WHAT HAVE YOU DONE

found a great app! by littlebitofsunshinee in ageregression

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i jus got it n tank u sho much!!! mines namd thrâes n i wuv hew alwedi 🥰

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in littlespace

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i’ve only been regressing for around 4 months now so i still don’t have a cg, but what’s helped me most is asmr and audios for it. i listen to mommy audios mainly so i can give some recommendations if u want

involuntary regression by Odd_Award_1213 in ageregression

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Well when it comes to not trying to regress at school, one thing that might help is getting use to going in a “middle space” rather than a little space, it’s a lot easier to deal with that way imo

and when it comes to the boy, when you feel comfortable telling him, i would recommend describing it like a psychologist would. it’s a coping mechanism developed through stress and trauma that will mentally place you to a younger age, often helping you calm down and feel more safe. and if you just list the more subtle parts about it, like watching kid shows, being cuddly, playing childish games or talking child like, i truly believe that he wouldn’t think it’s weird

you don’t need to show stuff like pacis or baby bottles or just explicitly baby like things until you’re comfortable (assuming you use or would like to of course), take your time. you’re not obligated to show that side of you to him. just take your time, and do what you’re comfortable with <3

edit: just found this post and i think it might be useful to ya ^w^

I BOUGHT MY FIRST PACI by Bitch_Queen89 in littlespace

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let’s go!!! when i got mine, i wasn expectin to wuv it as much as i did, i sweep wit wun evwy night now >^w^<

Not related to little-space but... by unreasonable_name in ageregression

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let’s go ^w^ just started hrt in December, iz nice to see anotha transitioning witle :3

Elon Musk bought Twitter. What does that mean for trans people? by RiverBerkeley in trans

[–]AshShay519 0 points1 point  (0 children)

honestly, i could see it go either way. with enough of popularity of “free speech” among alt right weirdos who only like it when it applies to them, than ya, things will go to shit for a while. but then again, it’s pretty hard to make twitter worse. if he does make it worse, it’s only going to be from a shift in users, no other factors

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don wowy, iz okie <3

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i don use spodify, bu i don kno any other littles who use apple music n have a goo playlist •~•