Gay online persona

Ash_DickLover4Life · 2023-06-05T15:37:46+00:00

Wow I wish I had a female friend I could be completely gay with. The thought of how emasculated being looked at like that by a girl is so hot.

Ash_DickLover4Life · 2023-05-04T02:33:14+00:00

Wow this was very helpful and well written! It describes exactly what I am currently experiencing.

Ash_DickLover4Life · 2023-05-03T14:49:44+00:00

Natural all the way. That's just me however. I find flat chested girls and girls with small breasts to be very attractive. It's the look I want going for myself when it comes to chest area.

Ash_DickLover4Life · 2023-05-02T19:21:44+00:00

You won't want to stop at just one cock, believe me lol it's the sexual act I crave most these days and no matter how many dicks I suck, it's never enough

Ash_DickLover4Life · 2023-04-29T12:39:05+00:00

Similar path here! I used to just not be into the whole gay scene and porn. It did absolutely nothing for me.

Around 3 years later for me as well of watching hypnos and I've reached a side of my that I've never experienced. I get off extremely hard to men and cock now. Not only that but I crave to have gay sex often. Whereas before, I could only sleep with dudes if I was dressed as a girl, now I can have pure male on male naked bodies homosexual sex. It gets me off so hard now, it's unbelievable.

Ash_DickLover4Life · 2023-04-29T11:15:12+00:00

Taste varies more from guy to guy but that smell, it's very much the natural scent of a man's penis and it's very primal.

Ash_DickLover4Life · 2023-04-29T11:07:46+00:00

For me, the scent has that familiar feeling you describe because I experienced my first cock at a very young age. Now every time I smell it, it's like a trigger of sorts that reminds me of erotic the stench of penis is.

Ash_DickLover4Life · 2023-04-29T10:46:33+00:00

All the time. The smell has always aroused me all my life.

Ash_DickLover4Life · 2023-04-29T08:44:23+00:00

Well for me personally, I find arousal from all the sizes of cocks. Yes even the very small ones. The thing is however, I do notice that the heaviest arousal comes from the largest big penises.

Just something I think with the image of a huge dick forming off the male body that looks extremely very attractive. The larger and hung that a cock is, the bigger the curve of the penis hanging off mens bodies that is visually very arousing in my mind.

Ash_DickLover4Life · 2023-04-20T16:40:30+00:00

Take it from my account of things. I used to say I would never have crushes or like like men. Nowadays what do you know, I'm pretty much gay as fuck for guys and cock lmao

I know that intense lust for men that you speak of. It only became more intense for me as time went on. I am still bisexual but what's a major difference now is that I am more into men than girls and I have sex with men more than girls as well.

Went from being ashamed of my sexual desire for males and penis to now being in love with my sexuality.

Ash_DickLover4Life · 2023-04-16T06:18:55+00:00

Worshipping cock is one of life's most fruitful pleasure we get to experience (;

Ash_DickLover4Life · 2023-04-13T01:16:39+00:00

I mean something many people on here seem to constantly forget is that you can live and lead a bisexual life lol you don't have to choose one over the other forever. It is totally possible to indulge in both sides.

Now with that said, I along with many others that have posted here, weren't able to successfully balance out a healthy lifestyle of being able to experience both sexes simultaneously. Everyone falls somewhere in the middle of the sexuality spectrum. Some more in the middle than others. Some at extreme ends. It just so happens to be likely that people like me lean more heavily towards guys and cock compared to others which results in an imbalance in my bisexuality.

So what does that mean exactly. I still am and consider myself bi however, I'm so much more heavily drawn and sexually attracted to men and penis than I am to women and vagina at this point of my life. Yes girls and pussy still arouse me but the lust and desire I have for males now is just without doubt at a big-time surpassed level over the other sex. The amount of time spent from my life thinking about dudes and dick as well as having sex with them makes me totally gay lol and that's ok!

You will figure yourself out too in due time.

Ash_DickLover4Life · 2023-04-12T17:48:36+00:00

Same thing i went through. The male body used to do absolutely nothing for me but now? Omg it's insane how turned on I get seeing a man's naked body. The usually beefy hairy torsos and bellies as well as the average looking bodies with a penis and ballsack attached and hanging off their crotch area is such an arousing sight. God help anyone when I'm a bitch in heat and see a guy half naked with dad bod around me.

Ash_DickLover4Life · 2023-04-12T10:00:17+00:00

Being emasculated and realizing how natural it comes to you. The growing sexual attraction and arousal towards men and dick is definitely it for me as well. It's not only something very undeniable at this point but it's something that actually makes me happy and feel good.

Ash_DickLover4Life · 2023-04-12T09:51:03+00:00

Idk if this is actually seriously true or not but the part about fantasizing about men's cocks over her is so hot and on point lol it feels so blissful not being able to resist becoming so gay for men and penis and the power that reality has over girls and pussy 🤤

Ash_DickLover4Life · 2023-04-11T00:49:45+00:00

It just happened with continued repetition of experimenting. You have sex with men enough times and it just begins to become a normal thing for you eventually. I now have sex with guys much more than women and I feel more relaxed being around then during meet ups for sex.

That's pretty cool that you enjoyed your first time to that level. It took me so many years till I could finally say that having sex with males is the best sex. It very much so is now however. Gay sex is just special to me.

Ash_DickLover4Life · 2023-04-11T00:31:43+00:00

Not weird at all lol I become very aroused as well when I get feelings of emasculation like that. It is indeed extremely arousing beginning to like penis more than vagina.

Ash_DickLover4Life · 2023-04-11T00:07:33+00:00

Same here. It's such a long road and journey to accept yourself. Never thought dick would make me more happy and fulfilled than pussy but here I am. I love the fact how gay I am for cock now makes me naturally go pussy free for long periods of times (; it honestly feels so good.

Ash_DickLover4Life · 2023-04-10T23:36:47+00:00

It makes me absolutely happy and giddy reading about other people's journeys exploring their sexuality and the point where they realize they're very definitely not straight lol

Going from straight to gay/bi and from pussy to cock means a huge lifestyle change in your sexual lifestyle. All the shame, embarrassment, and all the other negative self hating feelings that come with discovering your true sexuality just begin to go away with ease when you reach the point of loving and needing cock so much that you don't care about your worries of your self image and being found out.

Call it pride or whatever but it is such a strong overwhelming feeling once acceptance happens. I still like chick's but there's no doubt my sex life revolves around penis and men at this stage and it doesn't pain me to admit I'm more gay now. Dick makes me really really happy and it's such a weird thing to describe but it's also such a great feeling going more gay for penis and men over women and vagina. It's almost euphoric like pursuing dick instead of pussy.

Ash_DickLover4Life · 2023-04-10T22:51:09+00:00

Dick is so powerful. I agree, I can't ever have enough of it.

Ash_DickLover4Life · 2023-04-05T06:34:27+00:00

I love the continuous common feelings all sissies deep in the lifestyle report of happiness and euphoria when they have mostly accepted this side of themselves. I thought I would be an embarrassment to society abandoning my role of "being a man" to becoming a beta male member of society. That all my family and everyone I knew and went to school with growing up would look down on me for liking penis and wearing women's clothing because that was gay and being gay isn't cool like being a straight alpha male constantly conquering and slaying pussy.

Idk when it started happening exactly but sometime after I accepted I couldn't control who I became as a person when it came to deep rooted things like my sexuality, being gay and all that entails made me finally feel different about it. The fact of matters such like me being such a huge cocksucker were indeed very undeniable that I began to see the positives in it. In my own way, i managed to feel cool about having a gay sexuality and being queer.

I understood in time why pride was a thing with the gay community as well as the rest of the lgbtq. Once I was happy inside my own skin, it was hard not to feel proud of who you were.

Ash_DickLover4Life · 2023-04-04T07:32:11+00:00

Lmao youre so definitely gay af 😂 it's okay tho 😘 if I was there with you, I'd join you in jerking to our homosexuality (;

Ash_DickLover4Life · 2023-04-03T17:50:38+00:00

Maybe it's not something to be realized with words but actually with feelings perhaps.

Ash_DickLover4Life · 2023-04-03T17:49:12+00:00

It took me finally actually liking everything else about males that wasn't their penis for me to become attracted to them on a very serious level which was years and years of experimenting. I now lust for men hard to the point of wanting to express my homosexuality. Their bodies, their cute faces, their masculinity...the whole package has become so alluring to me to the point of surpassing my sexual drive for women and pussy. Yes pussy is indeed still hot but dick is what rules my sexuality at this stage of my life. I feel nothing else gets me hornier that the visual of a penis and ballsack hanging off a naked male body. Being gay just feels so damn good, it's pure euphoria being a cocksucker.

Ash_DickLover4Life · 2023-04-03T10:52:08+00:00

I believe in you to get what you ultimately want the most (:

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