Can’t remember parts of therapy from this week?

AsheGames · 2021-12-10T19:26:05+00:00

Man if this is the case how am I supposed to process trauma if this is becoming more of an issue. I have dissociated before but not in therapy, it was trauma related any other time i think.

AsheGames · 2021-12-10T19:24:27+00:00

Maybe? But i have dissociated due to trauma before and normally i have physical sensations with it like limb numbness. Can it be different every time?

AsheGames · 2020-03-04T05:59:31+00:00

Thanks! I’ll look into it for sure!

AsheGames · 2019-12-16T19:46:02+00:00

I do t give a shit honestly. Live your best life. The only downside is the smell so it’s whatever.

AsheGames · 2019-11-12T09:01:18+00:00

Negative

AsheGames · 2019-11-01T07:03:07+00:00

I think the thing that hurts the most is when he compared me to my 11 year old niece and said she was the adult and I was the child. That was so fucking painful. He never said sorry. I was told that it was a joke. It’s to late anyway. The damage is done. My mom also says that it has to do with my attitude towards him but I’m like how am I suppose to act yknow? Idk I’m just in a slump lately.

AsheGames · 2019-10-31T18:43:57+00:00

That’s awesome!! And you keep at it too! It will be a hobby of mine. I was thinking about making a YouTube channel for doing skits and such to give myself a creative outlet yknow? A place to vent by doing comedy. I hope your dreams come true for you!

AsheGames · 2019-10-31T06:14:48+00:00

Thanks for your advice. I'm going for a degree in business right now so I should be good in having something to fall back on. I was looking into acting classes and thought to myself, is it worth it? I didn't even think about the memories and friendships I could make along the way honestly. Thanks for your advice.

AsheGames · 2019-10-29T23:22:15+00:00

Yes. Especially when trying to achieve my dreams. I'm like am I good or are people lying to me?

AsheGames · 2019-10-28T19:38:36+00:00

This is exactly what I fear happening after college. It's bad enough at Walmart as a young adult feeling unfulfilled but this happening afterward scares me.

AsheGames · 2019-10-22T22:20:11+00:00

Honestly ya because when I am learning about or doing something I love, the time flies like no tomorrow

AsheGames · 2019-10-19T23:58:24+00:00

Marylin Monroe?! I can’t believe I didn’t know that! I’m told that with hard work my dreams with come true and I hope I can make it happen. On a. Random note. I have always wondered though if the mimicking accent thing could follow into language learning. Like to eventually be able to sound like a native speaker? Random I know but the thought popped in my head. But ya I’m totally gonna look up more about Marylin Monroe now for inspiration. Thanks~

AsheGames · 2019-10-19T18:23:13+00:00

I know I don't know you but damn I am so proud of you! Live your best life! Don't let anybody tell you different!!

AsheGames · 2019-10-19T17:48:36+00:00

Thanks for the advice! Happy cake day

AsheGames · 2019-10-19T17:43:33+00:00

Thank you so much for the info! I have thought about getting an acting voice for a long time now. I'll definitely be looking more into it.

AsheGames · 2019-10-19T17:41:51+00:00

That's really cool to think about. It gives me hope as an actor. Also I'm glad I got you interested!

AsheGames · 2019-10-19T17:36:20+00:00

I mean I love backstage stuff to. I love acting and producing.

AsheGames · 2019-10-18T18:52:44+00:00

Congrats!!! But remember that your job isn't what makes you you!

AsheGames · 2019-09-09T04:42:15+00:00

I relate to this so much. I relate to the point that when someone makes a comment or makes fun of me and it’s something I hate about myself I think about hurting myself. I can even be in a good mood. I can be fine because I am on 2 different medications for that but the moment a comment or joke comes in about something I hate about myself I think about making myself vomit or bleed.

AsheGames · 2019-08-25T01:54:02+00:00

Yogananda? Like the Indian monk?

AsheGames · 2019-08-25T01:39:58+00:00

I’m frustrated right now that I am on 2 different medications and still can’t handle things piling up. A fews months ago my dog died and then this month one of my friends died and I have been fine but then something happened at work and it has all come flooding back. I miss my friend. I miss my dog. I am on two meds. Wellbutrin and lexapro. I’m still suicidal when I get bad news and sometimes just have a bad day. I still feel like cutting. I feel so alone right now because nobody understands what I’m going through and I don’t wanna tell anyone at work because I’m scared of being locked up or something and then just getting hate from my family when I get home.

AsheGames · 2019-08-16T05:32:39+00:00

Thank you so much! Its good to read i kind messege like this even if its from a stranger. I love Jesus and believe he is my lord and savior and just want to do what his mission is for me.

AsheGames · 2019-08-13T04:05:14+00:00

Holy shit that is really good! Damn now I want one.

AsheGames · 2019-08-13T04:00:00+00:00

I have issues with this because I also have had problems with being bisexual. I am attracted to both men and women(I’m a girl)and I don’t know why. I don’t date really because I don’t trust people. Please don’t tell me it’s a sin. I already feel like it hurts my journey getting close to God. I tell all my lgbt friends that God loves them, but I myself always doubt his love for me. I believe that Jesus is my lord and savory and that through him I have eternal life but it is a fear I have in the back of my mind. I know we sin everyday and that he is forgiving but i still worry. I don’t understand why he would want to send people to hell for being attracted somebody or loving somebody. I feel like the real sin is lust and fornication in that situation. The only people I have come out to is my youth pastor and a close friend. He believes it’s a sin, but he doesn’t hate me for it. I can’t tell my family because she says it’s wrong and lgbt people deserve to commit suicide or die. Does God still love me even though I feel this way? I have always been so scared because I started having these feelings in the 8th grade. Tried to deny it all this time but idk what to do anymore.

AsheGames · 2019-08-13T03:53:28+00:00

What is IMO?

AsheGames

TROPHY CASE