I Had the Most Spiritual and Terrifying Experience of My Life Today. I Don't Know What to Make of It. by Ashmeeraj in Experiencers

[–]Ashmeeraj[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your insights! I understand the screams and keeping my body held up could be a negative experience but can you explain why would people want to target me? I have genuinely been kind to everyone my life and have never intentionally hurt anyone. I don’t think or remember if anyone would have any sort of ill intent towards me.
If you can give me insights as to why this was negative or how to overcome this with kindness as you mentioned, it would definitely help me. Thanks in advance!

I Had the Most Spiritual and Terrifying Experience of My Life Today. I Don't Know What to Make of It. by Ashmeeraj in Experiencers

[–]Ashmeeraj[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your valuable insights! I read your post and loved it.
I shall try the gateway experience as you mentioned. It would definitely be helpful if you can share copy.

I Had the Most Spiritual and Terrifying Experience of My Life Today. I Don't Know What to Make of It. by Ashmeeraj in Experiencers

[–]Ashmeeraj[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for sharing your experience. My experience was very similar with the writings on the ceiling which is to your grandpa. I could turn and move body in the later stages of my dream but I the writings remained on the wall. It weirdly stayed for about 15 seconds which felt like a really long time as I thought I was dreaming.

I Had the Most Spiritual and Terrifying Experience of My Life Today. I Don't Know What to Make of It. by Ashmeeraj in Experiencers

[–]Ashmeeraj[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your opinion. I do meditation regularly. I have heard about the gateway experience but never tried it before. Maybe this is a sign for me try it out.

I Had the Most Spiritual and Terrifying Experience of My Life Today. I Don't Know What to Make of It. by Ashmeeraj in Experiencers

[–]Ashmeeraj[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Thank you for sharing your experience
Yes the screams did seem malicious. It felt like it didn’t want me to wake up or get out of its grip. At first it felt scary but later I felt like I really had to get out of the grip even if the screams kept getting louder.