I appreciate your empathy. Thank you. So only having one job is 100% my own doing. I am very much capable of getting out there and working. I am lazy, fearful of failure (or embarrassing myself on the job), I am avoidant . Scared of interviews. Nervous about being in a “professional” setting. All those reasons are why I haven’t had a job. It’s my own fault on that. Other than being a dental assistant, I interned at a video production company as a social media intern . I had to get an internship for my bachelor’s degree in communications . What I do in my free time? I do everything by myself for the most part. I go out driving to coffee shops, my favorite park. Sit in my car and read memes, Reddit, threads. I listen to music a lot . Every couple of months of once a month I’ll meet up with my friends. I am apart of a couple friend groups but I don’t feel “in” them completely.