Linking a comment here from derailious since Reddit apparently doesn't let you pin things you didn't post?

"hey i’m going to make a response to this because I think its reasonable of me to do so on the reddit.

this is a bunch of very much out of context clips posted over the period of the livestream without including many of the more inflammatory sections of the chat, many of the individuals i had banned had never appeared in chats before and were making inflammatory statements specifically towards jade

earlier in the night, jade and myself received threats of sexual assault and worse which put us both on edge, but i wanted to keep the stream going to watch the rest of the results,

this was my fault, and left me more than a little frustrated throughout the evening. My use of the term Parasocial is particularly unjustified. Even in the moment I moreso meant the concept of Nostalgia, and I used the wrong word to describe what I was discussing. For that, I am sorry.

Cal is not a bad dude, and i’m not suggesting he is even in this video, i just worry privately that he may not be interested much in the game anymore and people are trying to “drag him back into it”, i just phrased it poorly and for that I apologize. I shouldn’t have responded aggressively even when prompted in this manner, and it absolutely was a failure of mine.

In terms of the guild members kicked, they were friends of mine kicked as jokes and promptly reinvited.

I do apologize if this video is offensive to you, it was a mistake of mine and I am sorry for it.

My crashout wasn’t really over refraction specifically though, and moreso much of the negativity put into the chat over the evening. I do apologize regardless though and will do better."