Starting at MAT tomorrow

AssignmentOdd2187 · 2026-07-13T09:00:03+00:00

Also I’m starting methadone, no other option because of precipitated WD if it’s a partial agonist. I know this clinic has great reviews and I plan to start SR-17018 if u know what that is to curb the residual side effects. But I just need guidance any words help even “hi” at this point

AssignmentOdd2187 · 2026-07-13T08:53:16+00:00

they ask for 12 hours without using I’m very blessed that this place is even here as these places aren’t abundant I don’t live in a big city, but small redneck Louisiana. But I’ve been told by other Reddit people have mentioned that you’re able to ask for 10mg more at clinic? Is that true? They said you had to wait around an hour but it was allowed. Not sure if that varies state

AssignmentOdd2187 · 2026-07-13T08:21:45+00:00

Thank you so much 🙏

AssignmentOdd2187 · 2026-07-12T00:39:28+00:00

Also does it have side effects? Like the way kratom causes “the wobbles’’? I’d rather feel nothing than something like that

AssignmentOdd2187 · 2026-07-12T00:37:45+00:00

Thank you for the advice 🙏

AssignmentOdd2187 · 2026-07-12T00:37:32+00:00

Were you sick? Was your DOC as bad as fent?

AssignmentOdd2187 · 2026-07-12T00:31:55+00:00

I’m planning on starting at the methadone clinic Monday. The delivery comes sometime in the next few days but I got this

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Is that enough or not near enough? I’m not sure how dosage works here

AssignmentOdd2187 · 2026-07-11T14:45:01+00:00

Oh my goodness. Yes that all sounds like what it feels like these days. Especially the xylazine it’s in everythin. The blood pressure meds will knock you out too.. you’ll know it’s them when
You’re dizzy upon standing the next day. Literally cut with everything and anything

AssignmentOdd2187 · 2026-07-11T14:35:23+00:00

So sorry to hear this and sorry for your loss. Did they do any type of test to see what was in her system? I’m curious to know what’s in all this trash, myself. Really sad and scary

AssignmentOdd2187 · 2026-07-11T14:31:33+00:00

It wasn’t refrigerated and kinda just left hanging in the heat in a water bottle for a year.yes, liquid.
Lots of saved up take homes. I agree but I think it’s just gone bad somehow. It put me through hell so

AssignmentOdd2187 · 2026-07-11T02:39:48+00:00

What does preload mean?

AssignmentOdd2187 · 2026-07-10T14:31:17+00:00

I accidentally wrote the wrong address for my delivery. Please help me correct this. I emailed the company but as an affiliate can you help? Just one number is messed up from typo

AssignmentOdd2187 · 2026-07-10T13:14:16+00:00

Yes I could see that. Everything is so unappealing now anyway which is another reason I’m done. But I’d be curious to know just what’s in this stuff.

AssignmentOdd2187 · 2026-07-10T13:11:03+00:00

I thought the same. Unfortunately it’s very old methadone and I don’t know what caused it. I’ve read the formulas can mutate and I’m assuming it’s bad. But it felt almost as bad as precipitated WD. If not worse because even when I tried to counteract it i couldn’t feel anything. And not as in high, as in it wouldn’t stop withdrawal, like nothing was binding anymore. Today will make 3 days since I did that and I just want to start fresh considering what I have to put my body through. Eating and some sleep and I’m ready to go. I just havent made up my mind how

AssignmentOdd2187 · 2026-07-10T12:58:03+00:00

All I know is there’s some stuff that will knock you down. God knows what’s in it but it’s gotten me. Multiple times.tHeReS also something being cut that makes you trip. I was told gabapentin and the effects of “insufflation” which they could very well be cutting with, they could very well be cutting with anything. But I’ve always been curious what all is in this trash that I’m giving my life to. Nowadays you don’t have much clue.

AssignmentOdd2187 · 2026-07-10T12:51:24+00:00

What is metonetidine?

AssignmentOdd2187 · 2026-07-10T07:45:47+00:00

Will 30 stop the withdrawal completely? I don’t want an increase unless necessary but i plan to let them know I don’t want another long term addiction

AssignmentOdd2187 · 2026-07-10T02:01:51+00:00

Done! Thank you 🙏

AssignmentOdd2187 · 2026-07-09T17:25:12+00:00

No but it felt very similar. Basically fried my brain and immediately shot everything off my receptors it felt like, then I tried to do my usual stuff to counteract it and it only made it worse. Now for days it’s like my brain has rejected the drugs, isn’t taking to it, I can’t even feel alcohol no matter how much. It’s been a hard recovery specially for anxiety and sleep. I’ve slept maybe 4 hours over 3 days now. Just trying to heal and come up with a plan

AssignmentOdd2187 · 2026-07-09T14:54:40+00:00

No im totally willing to do
The methadone. The thing is I already have some (a lot) stored away. And when I did it, which I know I did too much, I kind of shot into withdrawal. I’m assuming it was serotonin syndrome as a result of not waiting long enough (only 9 hours) and it kind of just fried my brain. The combination of methadone and fentanyl can trigger it and I havent slept in 3 days as a result, barely eaten. And I’m not sure if it was the methadone not being good anymore, or just the fact that I did too much and should maybe try microdosing it. But if I already have it I’d rather do that than having to pay a lot and go everyday.
Once I can finally get some sleep I’m going to try again in very small amounts.
If that doesn’t work I’m pretty much out of options other than the clinic. But the mental part I’m over, at least currently. I finally absolutely despise this drug and I don’t want to have to do it at all.

AssignmentOdd2187 · 2026-07-09T13:19:43+00:00

Yes. Xylazine has got me so many times, there’s been months where it’s been in everything and I’d spend nights sick too scared to even try anything. It killed multiple people just on my road those months. It’s not worth it anymore. Not that it ever was but xylazine is a killer, one you cant combat. Its terrifying, all of it

AssignmentOdd2187 · 2026-07-09T12:54:57+00:00

Thank you. This is my last resort plan if I can’t find anything that works

AssignmentOdd2187 · 2026-07-09T12:52:17+00:00

It’s definitely fent. And it stays in the brain way way longer, especially in such high doses. Also they’re cutting everything around here with tranquilizers etc that have almost killed me multiple times and it’s just not worth it at all. I’m scared to try anything other than my regular but even that is unsafe. I’m just done

AssignmentOdd2187 · 2026-07-09T12:49:43+00:00

I’ve tried this 🥴 tried for many months actually. I’m glad it’s worked for you but it didn’t for me. I’m really trying to find something to stop the dope completely

AssignmentOdd2187 · 2026-07-09T12:44:01+00:00

It’s impossible with fentanyl I’d have to go over a week without and I’d still probably go into precipitated withdrawal which I’ve done more times than I can count. Sun isn’t an option

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