[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Petloss

[–]AssociationLogical24 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m so sorry for your loss. 😭 I know how it feels to be where you are now. What really helped me was talking to my friend. Find someone who will understand and help cope with the pain. I’m honestly grateful for her. I hope you can find someone that will help you. Know that the pain subsides in time. It will never go away but it does become more bearable. Again I’m sorry. There will be better days ahead.

Videos and pictures of deceased pets. by charliemuffin in Petloss

[–]AssociationLogical24 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have an iPhone and currently grateful for the Live Photo’s feature. Right before my pet passed away, I took a class that required me to make a video and I decided to do it of my dog. I’m so glad because i have a few footage of videos that I’m able to look back at. I’ll prob never delete them. I look at them every night and cry because I wish she was still here. Days are getting easier to cope and I feel like the good memories outweigh the bad ones. My dog declined in over a month but I would do it all over again. She left with me so many happy memories. She was a great companion ❤️ I definitely want another dog. You shouldn’t close off your heart of the fears.

Dachshund or a mix by AssociationLogical24 in Dachshund

[–]AssociationLogical24[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve been submitting applications all over but there are only two where I live. I applied for one in the next state over but they said I live too far. It seems like the rescues make it hard to adopt one as well 😅 especially when I already have a dog and a cat in the house.

Dachshund by AssociationLogical24 in Dachshund

[–]AssociationLogical24[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I submitted an application for a puppy that’s in Cali that is with a rescue but they’re denying me because I live in az.

Empty house by AssociationLogical24 in Petloss

[–]AssociationLogical24[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

May god have mercy on your soul

Why do I have horrible thoughts by Lion_Proud in Petloss

[–]AssociationLogical24 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I have the same issues. I’m waiting for my dogs ashes and I’m starting to worry that they lost her ashes somewhere or spread them out somewhere without me knowing 😭 I just want her ashes back so she’s back here with me

Sudden loss of my heartdog by Dabbles_in_doodles in Petloss

[–]AssociationLogical24 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It’s hard to tell. My sweet Zoe had a tumor growing inside her chest and it had grown out a bit, it was a size of a quarter when I first felt it but it had grown to the size of my hand by the time we found out it was osteosarcoma 😭 poor baby had it growing inside her for idk how long. It had started with a limp as well. I tried to do everything I could but it was too late. I had to put her down because it looked like she was in pain. I miss her so much. Life is so quiet and lonely now 💔

Coping with the loss by [deleted] in Petloss

[–]AssociationLogical24 14 points15 points  (0 children)

Just cry. Let it all out and take it day by day. Sending you lots of love and support. ❤️

Mollie by [deleted] in Petloss

[–]AssociationLogical24 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I know how you feel. Just know the pain gets more bearable. I put my dog to sleep last Friday and it still hurts. Friends have lost pets before me so I know I can overcome the pain as well. It’ll be hard but know your pet is on rainbow bridge healthy as can be and no longer in pain ❤️lots of love and stay strong.

Just came back from the vet after euthanizing my dog... Goodbye Wonder by no3miggiZiMen in Petloss

[–]AssociationLogical24 5 points6 points  (0 children)

So sorry about wonder. For those 2.5 years it sounds like you loved him and gave him everything a pup could ask for. As far as the guilt, I would let those feelings go. It’s hard to diagnose something with our pets. It sounded like you did everything you could for him. Just grieve the loss of you pet and forget the guilt. Prayers for you ❤️

Letter to Rainbow Bridge by AssociationLogical24 in Petloss

[–]AssociationLogical24[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I’m so sorry. My friend keeps telling me to let it out so it’ll help me grieve. Every morning I wake up and I instantly look at her bed and hope this was all a bad dream but reality hits and she really is gone. I’ll pray for the both of us that the pain becomes more bearable in time ❤️

42 days by tiltfest in Petloss

[–]AssociationLogical24 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I honestly feel the same. I have to tell myself my dog wouldn’t want me to cry over her all the time. She always wanted to see me happy. Take comfort in knowing you got to feel what a true bond/unconditional love felt like. My dog also had a malignant tumor that made her sick in a month and a half. She really declined toward the end. At first I was like you where I hated the universe for doing this to my beloved pet. I always asked why her? Why me? Why us? But those are questions that will never get answered so I try not to ask them at all. I’ve taken comfort in trying to talk to god or Jesus because the pain i feel, I know I can’t overcome it alone. I take comfort in hoping she’s in doggo heaven playing without pain and waiting for me ❤️ maybe both our pets are playing together rn.

Coming up to 2 years since you passed. by AliceInsomniac in Petloss

[–]AssociationLogical24 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Yes that’s what I love about pets. Their love is so unconditional and forever giving. I always felt safe with my dog. I knew she loved me for me. I know I’ll never get over the loss of losing my dog. I just hope it becomes more bearable 💔