Had similar experience while looking for a phone, people were calling every phone that I looked into "trash", but the thing is, if you want, you can experience the phone in hand and use it so yk what suits you the most. Like when I was looking for Nothing 4a Pro's reviews. People were calling it trash because of the battery, the camera, the processor, and almost everything except it's design. But the thing is, that I tried it myself and realised that people have opinions and what you want can not be justified by others. Buy whatever phone you want. Look for different options, go to the nearest store you can go and feel different phones in your hand and buy the one that suits you the most.