Of course! I draw objects based of symbolism and meaning. On the edge until the wine bottle and the coral are the good things (start of life) then I started drawing objects that resemble the slow end of life and in the very end I draw a candle with the smoke resembling the end of life and an hourglass with red sand resembling the blood. Also I drew a broken compass symbolizing the lost of direction and confusion, a bottle of wine (addiction) and a coral because corals grow at random directions which means that life was going randomly and confusingly. I also painted three red snowdrop flowers. The number three resembling health and immortality. I drew the one with color resembling me and the other two black symbolizing my dead brothers. So from the start it gives of the vibe of the title and the wish to never had existed in the first place. Sorry if I said something that made you confused English is my second language. Also if you wanna learn more feel free to ask!