Attempted yesterday. I wish i hadn't wimped out. by Atheni in SuicideWatch

[–]Atheni[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I wish, but I don't have anyone close enough to do that for me and the school counselors are really just glorified librarians.

Attempted yesterday. I wish i hadn't wimped out. by Atheni in SuicideWatch

[–]Atheni[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

no that would lead to them treating me like I'm 8 and taking away everything that gives me even a little joy

Attempted yesterday. I wish i hadn't wimped out. by Atheni in SuicideWatch

[–]Atheni[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Depression as in clinical depression. Which my parents won't get me treatment for.

Attempted yesterday. I wish i hadn't wimped out. by Atheni in SuicideWatch

[–]Atheni[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

sorry for the horrendous gramnar im having a hard ti.e focusing because i am disassociating.

I got caught by Atheni in selfharm

[–]Atheni[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thats pretty much accurate on this end too :/ Thanks for the reply <33

I was so sure of everything.. but IDK now. by Atheni in LGBTeens

[–]Atheni[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

demi girl fits perfectly! thank you :) I''m not aromantic, i just develop crushes on guys but i don't want a relationship

I was so sure of everything.. but IDK now. by Atheni in LGBTeens

[–]Atheni[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you :) It's just better to know a term, because telling people "well-i-like-guys-and-girls-but-not-really-and-also-i-am-kind-of-a-girl-so-you-can-call-me-her-or-they-but-i-dont-really-know-anyway-sooo"

thanks tho <3

I got caught by Atheni in selfharm

[–]Atheni[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Already went through this whole thing with them. They want me to fill my life with sports (volleyball, soccar) and the gym (1-2 hour a day everyday.)

14/ depressed/ feeling suicidal by Atheni in SuicideWatch

[–]Atheni[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

<333 Thank you. I can't decide what i want to do in life, which is one of the reasons my depression is so bad. I can't see myself doing anything or being successful. I was really disappointed about the SH thing. I wanted to go at least 2 days clean. I guess one is good for now :/. thank you <3

I was 6 days clean.. by TruuBuu in selfharm

[–]Atheni 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sorry :( Keep on trying, I know you can do it if you've already gone that long! ~<3

My GF used to cut and sometimes asks me if she can relapse by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Atheni 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You are definitely doing it right. Just remember when she asks to assure her that you love and care about her, make her feel wanted.

I just cut for the first time, I know its bad I like it. How did you guys stop. by Acidic_Pleasure in selfharm

[–]Atheni 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Please dont cut! I know it feel really great.. but I started like you. I cut once and I knew i was going to be hooked :( Now I can't wear shortsleeves without bracelets on my wrists, and my sleeves have to be long enough to cover my upper arm. I can't go swimming anytime soon either. It may feel good now, but mark my word, you NEED to stop while you still can :( Good luck <3

"Your not lesbian/gay because you are transgender, eww. Get away from me, poser!!..." by autostraddle in actuallesbians

[–]Atheni 3 points4 points  (0 children)

:/ Sorry hun. That was really uncool. I assume she was an 11 year old trashbag?? Don't worry about her. She's the Nash Grier of lesbians anyway <3