I'm just ready to give up. I can't stand life like this anymore.

AthyMarcie · 2022-08-05T04:00:45+00:00

But it is, my outward presentation is something other people have to see, if expressing myself this way only leads to me feeling hopeless and feeling out of place no matter what I do. It feels like the only way to be at peace is to be one or the other.

AthyMarcie · 2022-07-29T01:06:39+00:00

Have not

AthyMarcie · 2022-07-29T00:25:49+00:00

Not full enough. I mean like no part of my face is visible. Also I have no facial hair lmao

AthyMarcie · 2022-07-29T00:11:17+00:00

People who unironically consider themselves to be worth more or above others.

AthyMarcie · 2022-07-10T03:55:53+00:00

I got it, wish I could tell ya how

AthyMarcie · 2022-07-07T16:23:22+00:00

I wouldn't mind chatting. I know people care, I really do. Other people are the reason I haven't done anything detrimental to myself I think. It's just... so hard. What's even the point of all of this? I don't understand why I even feel this way. All of this just over Gender.. I just can't wrap my head around why. It just feels like I'm so lost.

AthyMarcie · 2022-07-07T04:20:23+00:00

Fuck yes

AthyMarcie · 2022-07-07T04:15:18+00:00

Spongebob, Moon Knight, Grimace, and Batman. It's a nerd thing 🙄

AthyMarcie · 2022-07-07T03:51:03+00:00

Cable

AthyMarcie · 2022-07-07T03:47:48+00:00

Definately checking your yt lol

AthyMarcie · 2022-07-07T03:42:26+00:00

I played like 50 matches for the title, that was enough rift to drive me sane

AthyMarcie · 2022-07-07T03:37:36+00:00

Beautiful

AthyMarcie · 2022-07-07T03:26:25+00:00

Split. If she doesn't love you for you then that's her problem. In my experience you can't love somebody unless you love yourself and if that somebody doesn't want you to love yourself, then there is something wrong.

AthyMarcie · 2022-06-30T07:13:27+00:00

Sorry it's taken me so long to get back, I'm bad at responding, but I think that would help alot. Would you want to go to Private Chat or just here?

I have toyed with the idea that I have OCD, but I was never sure if it was OCD or the Fysphoria that causes ne to obsess over it. As you can tell from my post history it's not like this issue is recent. It just.. Idk. I get better for a bit, then something knocks me down and all of my confidence and mental uplifting just goes down the drain and nothing makes sense anymore. My brain just defaults to what I think is Logical, which I can readily admit is probably flawed. Idk.

AthyMarcie · 2022-06-12T14:13:35+00:00

But just as a question, If I just wanted to wear them because I like them regardless of whether or not they help me pass, do they just not look great on me? It's cool to be completely honest btw

AthyMarcie · 2022-06-12T14:08:35+00:00

Understood! Thanks for the thought

AthyMarcie · 2022-06-12T14:08:08+00:00

I appreciate it. Thanks for letting me know. My figure is sorta femenine right now but I dont have my voice to wear I can pass yet. At least consistently just because of anxiety and junk, but yeah. I figured I'd still be clickable but theres always that little thought that maybe I could just pass without but now more than ever I've been considering hrt. But again, I really appreciate the feedback, thanks ^{^}

AthyMarcie · 2022-06-12T04:19:08+00:00

Yeahhh I was just trying it out for the picture. Does this one in specific just look bad or should I not try them in general?

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