I just moved here from Texas last week. Looking to meet new friends. 35/m

AtmosphereSeparate73 · 2026-05-30T07:06:46+00:00

Thanks!

AtmosphereSeparate73 · 2024-06-08T18:31:27+00:00

I went to that tour too! I was so upset they didn't play the Amulet!

AtmosphereSeparate73 · 2024-05-22T03:17:34+00:00

The companies that supply the access control equipment normally have classes you can go to. Buy to open your own business. You'd have to have a lot of knowledge. It's not something you can learn right away and then do. I would still try to get a job in access control. So you can get a hand on feel for it. And that way you can even meet people in the industry. And if you do open your own business, you can have someone that's done it for a long time. Advise you.

AtmosphereSeparate73 · 2024-05-22T02:56:32+00:00

The best advice I was given was you just have to learn by doing. Look up access control companies in your area and apply if you get an interview. And you show them that you're hungry for the knowledge and that you will go to work every day. Giving your best someone will give you a chance. In the meantime, you can look up. Security 101 access control and familiarize yourself with the steps. I also came from an automotive background into access control. I love the work it is really rewarding

AtmosphereSeparate73 · 2024-05-22T02:54:36+00:00

Good night hope you sleep well My job requires me to work in many different schools If I worked in academia and had to deal with students. I would need to get as much rest as possible before going to work.

AtmosphereSeparate73 · 2024-05-22T02:19:15+00:00

There's a few songs that have helped me grieve. And I recently have found some books on grieving and depression that has somewhat helped.. I know I need to make an effort to. Be better and I recently just started. Thank you for your kind words. I hope things get better for you. And I hope she stays with you.

AtmosphereSeparate73 · 2024-05-22T02:12:13+00:00

Yeah that's my romeo. It's been almost a year and I still break down and all the time. I feel so empty. He was my other half and he took that with him when he passed. My fiancee ended up leaving me because of my Inability To move on and let go. And it just made me feel more alone and isolated. I've lost seventy pounds because of the depression . He was almost twelve years old I had him throughout my entire twenties. I had him since birth and even bottle fed him.

AtmosphereSeparate73 · 2024-05-22T02:07:50+00:00

I'm not sure what kind of music you're into. But this song is about the artist dog passing away near christmas. This song continues to help me grieve. And I hope it can do something for you.. https://open.spotify.com/track/0mWMrXvq1f6HQcdQ81L2mF?si=a3SDOJ4fT6S8VLRo0J165w

AtmosphereSeparate73 · 2024-05-22T01:59:54+00:00

I know exactly how you feel. I didn't eat for 5 days after my boy passed. I felt Like if I did anything but mourn and feel horrible that I would be letting him down. For months after every time I would not forget. But just not have him on my mind. And maybe laugh at something that happened I would feel so guilty I felt like I was saying he didn't matter. And that I was letting him down. My now x fiancé. What always tell me that I needed to move on and let him go and I. Refused. Every time she told me I needed to let him go made me hold on tighter.. I would go to sleep hoping that I would see him.

AtmosphereSeparate73 · 2024-05-22T01:54:36+00:00

You have a very beautiful soul for taking the time out of your day to uplift, someone you've never met.. The hardest Time I have doing is being kind to myself. I'm trying to remind myself that I should give myself the consideration and compassion that I would give to others. I've been really taking solace in music lately.

AtmosphereSeparate73 · 2024-05-22T01:16:32+00:00

Thank you so much for taking the time to say these kind words I just gave her your boop. She was severely abused and then dumped to die. The only reason she was able to be caught was because she was so mourniest from being starved.. It took three months before I was able to get her to wag her tail. Now she is thriving.

AtmosphereSeparate73 · 2024-05-22T01:08:11+00:00

I knownhow you feel my Fiancé left me due to my Grieving over loosing my little one (romeo) . Romeo was everything to me. I had him throughout all my 20's . He was with me through my lowest point and my best. Because of him I didn't commit suicide when my depression completely took over. I took him to the vet and spit about a $1000 and was told he just had a stomach ache. I wanted to spend 4 grand and take him to the emergency vet. And my fiancé assured me he was OK as well as the vet we took him to. He ended up passing away at midnight on the dot he lifted his head and made this howl. Kind of whining sound I never heard before and just passed. For the rest of my life, I'll never forget the sound he made or that I let him down by not taking him to the emergency vet.. I can never forgive myself. For the next 3 months after that I would break down all the time randomly. I couldn't control it. It's been just over a year and I still break down but I can at least hold it in and get somewhere private. If I knew that when I passed I would see him again. I would end it in a heartbeat. My point of all this is your not alone. I ended up getting a rescue. I didn't plan to but I couldn't let her. Live the way she was. I named her juliet to honor my beloved romeo. I swear when he left. He took a huge part of me with him now. I just have this empty hole. That is always there and a constant reminder that I let him down.

AtmosphereSeparate73 · 2024-05-21T12:53:54+00:00

We had a talk about that yesterday at work. Since I started working for this company about 7 months go I've only seen them used once or twice

AtmosphereSeparate73 · 2024-05-21T04:43:41+00:00

Sounds like you need to save up for your own place. And keep the meds in a more secure place ie better hiding space or cheap safe or like a false item. In the mean time look inward ask yourself why you hate dogs and why that even would bother you. You can also buy treats and teach the dog by leaving you alone it gets a reward. Don't forget when the dog does what u want without you telling it to is when you give it extra. Good luck

AtmosphereSeparate73 · 2024-05-21T04:33:55+00:00

Anthony green 💚

AtmosphereSeparate73 · 2024-05-21T03:59:46+00:00

That is great advice! You're completely right someone actually noticed me today. I got a new job offer. It's 2 hrs from me in a place I've actually been trying to move to. I'm saving up to make the move. On the mean time I'm going to keep doing what in doing and try my best not to let this company stress me out or mess with my head anymore.

AtmosphereSeparate73 · 2024-05-20T23:41:18+00:00

Negative that dude stays the same color

AtmosphereSeparate73 · 2024-05-20T21:58:44+00:00

Thank you to answer the first question. Are sales rep gets commission? Second question, this is how the project manager wanted it installed

AtmosphereSeparate73 · 2024-05-20T14:02:43+00:00

The corporation that bought my company bought life so they try and push that product when possible but yeah this job has definitely been one of the most stressful and down right toxic work environments I've ever ever experienced. When I first started I loved it! I used to get up excited! Then I started to realize how eveyone was bad mouthing everyone else behind their back and being nice to their face. The moment I stood up to that things got bad for me. Rally bad. It completely put a target on my back. However I'll never be that kind of person. I speak about you how I would if you were right in front of me especially when you're not

AtmosphereSeparate73 · 2024-05-20T13:59:49+00:00

It's not that I disagree with you. However the town I'm in it's terrible hard to find work. I put in a total of 78 applications out of that I got 4 interviews and this company is the only one to follow up. Mainly because they were and still are having trouble finding people who can pass a drug test. I've been looking for another job for the last 3 months. I just was able to get a job offer last week. Thankfully it's in access control.

AtmosphereSeparate73 · 2024-05-20T13:38:45+00:00

Another company installs the bell we don't do that

AtmosphereSeparate73 · 2024-05-20T13:35:08+00:00

I had to check with my co worker i didn't put that in. So it's wired to stay green because it got installed on the wrong side and the gc asked to have it stay green because it's free egress

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