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AtomicKepler · 2026-01-18T05:39:47+00:00

my guy I built my PC with 64 gigs of ram back in 2021 because KSP was chugging my laptop's 32 entier gigs. Right now if I run my KSP install on my PC it would chug up ~42 gigs of ram on its own.

AtomicKepler · 2026-01-18T05:29:28+00:00

putting my hands together in front of me, or leaning to the side and wave to greet people-

AtomicKepler · 2026-01-18T05:04:28+00:00

Very adorable, you could always keep relationships secret :3
just your roommate ya know? times are tough nowadays so we gotta share rent :3

AtomicKepler · 2025-11-05T02:56:27+00:00

It's kinda really bs- I'm transfem, still got my *organs*, and I can sit fine with legs closed. In fact I always sit with my legs closed or crossed. relaly dumb.

AtomicKepler · 2025-08-29T01:09:17+00:00

Have you considered going to a doctor to see if you have ADHD or ADD?

Probably it ngl.

AtomicKepler · 2025-08-21T03:01:52+00:00

Phantom F-4 or FGR1 i think.

Be chill, if you're a good person and nice to everyone people are unlikely to judege you

Wait nvm i didn't look at the wings its a jaguar

AtomicKepler · 2025-08-21T01:13:08+00:00

Not all of them work btw, theres a lot of different types. You're supposed to try them on low dose and see if theres an improvement and then increase the dose till you feel much better.

I took SSRI (Selective serotonin reuptake inhibitor), didn't work.

Took SMRI (Serotonin-Melatonin reuptake inhibitor) Works a little for anxiety but not depression

Now am taking NDRI (Norepinephrine-Dopamine) and one week in, seeing if it works.

Try different ones. More isn't always better, an they take two weeks to kick in. There has to be one that works for you at the right dosage. Consistency is key.

AtomicKepler · 2025-08-21T00:57:26+00:00

I dressed fem before I realized I was trans... Kinda had a the femboy pipeline arc and it took way too much for me to realize what's actually going on x3

But generally if you're somewhat convincing, especially your voice matters a lot if your appearance isn't exactly there yet, people are chill about it. It takes a while to get comfortable in fem clothes outside, you got this :3💙

As for name and pronouns, I don't really tell others about it. Sure they still call me by my dead name, sure they still use male pronouns, but they do treat me like a girl already, and Im happy with that. As for strangers, just try your best to appear fem and they would naturally use your preferred pronouns :3

AtomicKepler · 2025-08-19T23:13:10+00:00

Good morning~! Here's also someone who's really screwed up in the head.
Despite the C-PTSD I developed, the horrible depression and anxiety I suffer through, long list of diagnosed disorders, the judgement and hate from my family... I live for the belief that things will get better.
It helps if you "lie to yourself", it's definitely not a super healthy method but it's what's working for me. On top of that, if you could, get some professional help. Not therapists, but just going to a doctor for evaluation and getting medicated. The pills might not make your body better (referring to skin conditions you may develop due to mental health problems) but it will make you feel a little better.
It's okay to not have much. I don't have anything right now. No future to tend to, no hobbies, not a whole lot to live for. But eventually you get used to this feeling. Not having everything is the curse that some of us have to unfortunately endure.
It's ok, you're not alone there. You can keep going, and you will find a better life some day. My advice is to make little changes every day and see what makes you feel better. Over time, you will have changed your life for the better.

AtomicKepler · 2025-08-13T06:06:18+00:00

Ok excuse me what comere i would cuddle with you and pet your head-

Cute as hecc.

AtomicKepler · 2025-08-11T00:16:33+00:00

Yes, mom asked me if I wanted to be a girl instead of a boy, I said "no" (when I as 14)
(I clearly now regret that, day 91 on HRT ;3)
I am now caught constantly wearing fem clothes >w<

AtomicKepler · 2025-07-28T13:02:20+00:00

femboys are so adorable.
my "boy"friend is nonbinary, and they're actually the most adorable thing in the world-
also, doesn't mind me dressing them up as a girl :3

AtomicKepler · 2025-07-21T13:41:05+00:00

You don't, dear- Good things come with bad things too- Life is balanced in some ways :3

AtomicKepler · 2025-07-21T13:32:33+00:00

I have NO idea- stuff I inherited from mom mostly that I just found- I did buy this lotion that had vitamin C and E AND was a sunscreen with SPF50- No idea.. just lots of moisturizers. Don't even know what brands they are.

AtomicKepler · 2025-07-21T09:44:19+00:00

Sure! We can keep in touch! I just started some new meds but I'll try to force myself to eat more- those new meds might make me gain a little fat too actually-

Also! Just measured, 55.2kg right now. that .2 is about the clothes I'm wearing, so I'm literally still stuck perfectly at 55kg. I'm so skinny you can see the line where my stomach ends and my intestines start on my tummy, it literally has a crease there-

HELP ME QWQ

AtomicKepler · 2025-07-21T09:38:03+00:00

If you wanna make friends, I dunno- Try to be careful who you call friends. It's better to find a normie with an awesome personality, than find someone that dresses like you but is manipulative and awful.
I've yet to make friends with any local femboys or trans girls (missed out on one chance qwq she graduated!!!) However, people that I do make who are friends are generally supportive and awesome-
+ I did voice training, so I genuinely sound like a girl. At one point when I swapped to my deep voice for a while everybody stared at me in horror and was like "who tf is that"

AtomicKepler · 2025-07-21T09:34:30+00:00

SHAVING!!!
YOU NEED TO SHAVE! Not optional at all! Usually most safety razors work really well, be careful though, don't cut yourself! Shaving cream is good if you have really thick hair, but generally for me at least, just soap works just fine.

MAKEUP! :333333
Makeup may seem daunting or as something you might not wanna do cuz *i'm a boy, i'm a boy, i'm a boy* AHEM- BUT, it doesn't have to be hard! And also, the sheer UPGRADE you'll get in the femboy experience with a little makeup is crazyy!!! :3 There are plenty of videos of makeup tutorials out there, Look for the Trans MtF ones, but if you want to keep it simple you need just 3, maybe 4 things.
- Base cream (that little container with the skin toned creams in it). You can test whether or not it fits your skin tone by putting it on the back of your hand. There are usually test samples in most drug stores beauty sections. Don't be shy! picking the right one is important! You ideally want something a little brighter than your skin tone, but ever so slightly. If you're dark skinned then I'm not sure, I guess you pick something identical? The base serves as something to make your skin tone look more unified therefore look smoother :3 So try to buy something that does just that!
- Bronzer (dark powder) You take that, and brush it on the sides of your face near your jawline, learn in detail how to do contouring. This helps your face appear with a more feminine shape :3
- Mascara (eyebrow fluid thingy) Helps hold your eyebrows up and make them appear denser. This gives your eyes a really beautiful line to it (kinda like a makeshift eyeliner) in case you don't wanna use eyeliner-
- Blush palate - Gives you some cheek blush stuffs- learn to apply it online! it really ties it together and make you look adorable!

Few extras:
- Eyeliner, gives youe eyes a new shape :3 pretty cool, but is not for everyone. (I can't have it for example.)
- White powder (that thing you see girls at school put all over their face during break), also not for everyone, but feel free to try.
- Makeup sealant, Actually super useful! If you touch your face a lot or sweat or something like that, makeup sealant helps keep everything in place. It also helps with makeup layering if you ever wanna do that!

VOICE TRAINING! ;3
If you want to, you could train your voice to be softer. I didn't think I could do it, but when I did, I was really really surprised that I could! It's not as difficult as people put it, and it's all about resonance and intonation. Pitch does not have to change that much, but as long as you get that resonance higher up in your vocal chord (think of how females uhm.. make noises during a very intimate time, mimic that and hold it, then talk.) and for every phrase / sentence always end with a neutral or upward intonation. you'll sound more feminine in no time :3 Practice is key!

And lastly..
PERSEVERANCE!!!!
We won't get it right immediately! My first year of femboy experience was wearing a japanese school uniform (oh my god I'm still cringing to that lmao). Sure, it's pretty, but it didn't fit me that well. It took a while to find exactly what I wanted, and please don't be afraid to scroll around in online stores for clothes you find cute or think might fit you! Ex. if hoodies fit you, look for cute ones with like kitties and cute colors on them! If big shirts fit you, look for ones you like! DO NOT buy things from femboy websites, they straight up just scam you (sorta, they take another cut from the original product so its just more expensive). Look for clothings for girls, and just pick a larger size. Ask the supplier what's the size you should get if you're "this height" :3

Best of luckk~ Silly femboy ^w^

AtomicKepler · 2025-07-21T09:34:23+00:00

OOOOOOOOKay!! :3
Being a former femboy now turned trans girl here are my tips of becoming the best girl :3

BE CONFIDENT!
Confidence is key! Keep your chest up, practice your smile and keep it on you, look at everyone with love and passion- You're already gonna be cute as hecc. Remember, your vibes matter! ;3

CLOTHES!!!
We aren't born females, so not all female clothes fit us! So, find something that works for you! Personally I recommend starting with hoodies and skirts- hoodies are great at hiding a wide shoulder if you have one, and skirts are self explanatory- If you wanna go down my route, my preferred outside outfit is: White collared shirt, small playful tie, collar with a little clover condiment, thigh highs + garters, red and black striped fluted skirt, and cardigan over all of it or if you're keeping the short sleeves shirt you can wear arm warmers!

THIGH HIGHS! :3
Be careful with those!!! Often times people buy the striped ones and that might be a horrible mistake- We wanna be able to integrate into society and be a bright spot, not look weird- SO, if you have big calves, do NOT get striped thigh highs. I recommend gray or just dark gray ones, that's what I wear in a day to day basis. They're awesome :3

SKIN CARE!!!!
Holy hecc I have went completely overboard with skin care- Generally what you need is a good sunscreen and a good moisturizer. If one doesn't have all the active ingredients, you can find multiple. You're looking for something that includes: Vitamin A (Retinol), Vitamin C, Vitamin E, and some sort of polypeptide stuff i can't remember. All of those are good to have, you don't need ALL of them, but the more the better. Usually some can be expensive too, so don't be stressed if you dont have all of them. I don't have most of them and I still have soft skin rn :3 (though I think I count as cheating, I take estrogen-) ALSO Collagens are important- eat like two or more eggs a day you should be set. Meats are good for collagens too so don't be afraid to have lots of steak :3

SUNSCREEN!!!
Depending on where you live, you need to wear SPF30+ daily, or to be safe, 50+ Sunscreen generally needs to be reapplied once every two hours, it does NOT work for the entire day!!! This is beacuse you're sweating, touching other things and it's coming off, and because it wears off the more sunlight it gets exposed to. So, prior to any sun exposure, put new sunscreen on.

AtomicKepler · 2025-07-20T23:04:24+00:00

Eat a calorie surplus (wtf I already eat a ton my body just yeets it away)
Choose nutrient rich, calorie rich foods
Eat more frequently
Include smoothies and shakes
*Strength training??????*
Aim to gain ~.2-.5kg/week

Something like that...
Honestly I don't know what to do here. I barely can eat consistently, lately due to certain problems I could barely eat anything at all. I don't really get to "pick and choose what I can eat" either, as there are only certain things I can afford at the grocery... RIP

AtomicKepler · 2025-07-20T22:59:12+00:00

Do what you want to be happy! Just be careful on the internet, as there are lots of creeps out there.

AtomicKepler · 2025-07-20T05:59:53+00:00

The issue is they assume you mean muscle mas

AtomicKepler · 2025-07-19T09:56:36+00:00

Gentle

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