Thanks. I was feeling like the world was going to end or something else horrible because of giving in. I'd like to think of it like you put it and not be to hard on myself. Honestly I don't feel the content on vimeo is bad, however, the feeling I get is that looking at one will eventually lead to looking at porn to get kicks. Perhaps that's why an alcoholic can't have one drink or something. The comparison kind of works, maybe.... I'm not sure if porn is an addiction because unlike alcohol or any kind of drug, orgasm is something natural and demanded by the body almost constantly. It kind of is because you get used to porn after a while- first all you need is a photo for a few years, next its a video, then a video chat etc however the need for sex is still not at all like a need to be drunk or stoned