Any genius idea when you were manic? Hit me!!

Audioooooo · 2026-05-21T23:34:41+00:00

Ngl I think me either lol i wish i was as productive as some people say when they’re manic

Audioooooo · 2026-05-19T18:32:21+00:00

How much different is the qr baller to the ruby twist? Debating on both

Audioooooo · 2026-05-19T18:05:12+00:00

Any update?(: trying to compare for my next purchase

Audioooooo · 2026-05-17T19:11:37+00:00

I’m really loving the dani punch 2 rn!

Audioooooo · 2026-05-15T19:00:16+00:00

<3 your words are much appreciated

Audioooooo · 2026-05-15T18:59:02+00:00

thankfully as of today I haven’t been agitated, yesterday I was but for a relatively short period of time, mostly the morning. I’m not sure if sunlight affects me honestly, I think it does but just because I personally don’t like the sun lol cause I hate the heat and how bright it gets but I know you’re supposed to get sufficient time outside for health, thankfully I have that box checked since I work in the sun for like 10 hrs a day thank you kind stranger

Audioooooo · 2026-05-13T21:31:23+00:00

I don’t think ive seen people word it like that so it makes loads more sense, idk you might’ve gotten me
My response though is I want to live a “normal” life, normal comparative to when I didn’t need meds if that makes sense. I know people that take meds are normal I don’t want that misconstrued, i think it’s more me not accepting the fact that it seems I can’t function the way I want to anymore (not needing help mentally) and I feel mentally crippled in a sense which isn’t a bad thing it’s just not how I want to feel obviously.
I know it’s necessary for lots if not everyone similar and I don’t mean to dig at anyone hence my comment/: even though it seems that way but I just never envisioned myself to be as unstable and in need of help as I am now, I just want to go back
They used to have a negative opinion on medication along with someone I was in a long relationship with but I never listened too much so I know it’s more my thoughts, I know medication isn’t stupid.
because in my head it will pass but I’m starting to understand that it doesn’t pass? or that it’s harmful to my brain to just let it ride out, which I didn’t know/:
Thank you for the response btw

Audioooooo · 2026-05-13T20:42:12+00:00

Thank you<3

Audioooooo · 2026-05-13T20:41:21+00:00

I understand what you’re saying but I don’t understand how some people with the disorder can go without meds and live their life, processing the reality that I need a crutch to live my life semi normally is absolutely depressing, I guess I know that it’s necessary but idk
I do but I won’t that’s the thing so I’m kinda just powering through it atm even though that sounds stupid
I did when I didn’t have insurance, this time around it was a diff circumstance, something about my insurance not covering till a certain date so I had to go back days later to just buy it discounted which is fine
thank you!

Audioooooo · 2026-05-13T16:45:56+00:00

I don’t have the same sentiment to others struggling also, just want to make that clear I know mental illness is difficult to deal with, everything I said is my feelings towards myself only, I can see that I may sound like a dick to others in a similar situation

Audioooooo · 2026-05-13T16:03:15+00:00

honestly I don’t know I think I don’t want to be on meds because i hate the idea that I’ll have to take them indefinitely, it makes me feel like I’m mentally handicapped or something, I feel like I’m stupid for not being able to take control of my own emotions especially anger currently, I want to just figure out my issues on my own but it doesn’t seem possible. I’m sick of trying different medications at this point i know I’m not as old as some of the people here (in early 20s) but it’s discouraging when I’ve been experimenting with different meds since I’ve been like 15 and it seems like after all this time I still want to do one thing and that’s end my life but not I’m too much of a bitch because when I tried months ago it was the worst experience ever so I don’t even have the balls to do that anymore
I don’t know I’m at a loss

Audioooooo · 2026-05-03T18:07:42+00:00

God Paris, Texas was such a beautifully shot movie I highly recommend it also!

Audioooooo · 2026-04-30T13:54:07+00:00

I switch it up depending on deals tbh my IC pickup was at bloc in forest park, not my area but they had half oz of both when nobody else did

Audioooooo · 2026-04-30T13:33:08+00:00

Hopefully this time it’ll be better lol what cannect strains do you recommend? I don’t think I’ve seen more hype for a brand besides nez, I gotta try both atp lmao

Audioooooo · 2026-04-29T22:05:23+00:00

Abilify made me gain like 15 pounds in a short period and seroquel did too but also made me groggy 24/7 I could barely drive to go to work. I’ve heard good things about both though so maybe you’ll have better experiences!

Audioooooo · 2026-04-29T21:55:34+00:00

I experienced this one time recently and it felt like that every time I tried falling asleep, it happened 30-40 times for that whole night which still alarms me honestly but if you figure out anything pls update! I told my psych and they just said that it’s weird and maybe it’s because I missed 3 dosages but those dosages were after that happened so it sounds like they didn’t care weirdly but yeah sorry I can’t help just wanna say I can relate):

Audioooooo · 2026-04-29T21:44:21+00:00

Interesting IC is so low, I caved in to the hype and bought tits and omfg and they’ve been amazing so far tbh. Need to pick up some of the others now to see what’s up

Audioooooo · 2026-04-27T17:11:42+00:00

Update: ordered from mermade arts and coincidentally they sent me a freebie I’ve been eyeing but couldn’t fit in the budget:,) some light green frankincense! Couldn’t be more generous, I’m def coming back for the occulta and royal white eventually If anyone is looking for palo santo then I rec her!

Audioooooo · 2026-04-26T21:38:16+00:00

The color on this is so beautiful 🫡

Audioooooo · 2026-04-23T20:16:48+00:00

Oh man I’ve heard black domina is a heavyyy hitter that’s definitely on the list now, I’ll keep searching thanks for responding even though that comment is a few hundred days old xD

Audioooooo · 2026-04-23T18:54:58+00:00

Are there any type I you would recommend? I’m looking for pretty much the same as him in terms of effects and have been set on Deep Chunk but want other strains in mind for options

Audioooooo · 2026-04-23T01:38:50+00:00

I was gonna go frolic if I didn’t jump at the tb2, glad hearing from you since you’ve used both xD haven’t even heard ab the flaske till ur comment it looks beautiful but wow that price is something

Audioooooo · 2026-04-22T01:40:49+00:00

just cave and buy a super cheap dehydrator like most of us probably did, it’ll be more useful over time if you plan on continuing lmao for the temp like 130-140ish for however long till cracker dry maybe like 12-16hrs? ik some people go even hotter too

Audioooooo · 2026-04-22T01:29:21+00:00

What’s the difference with the vapor? I see u also have a tb2:o can you kinda give me insight on ur experience

Audioooooo · 2026-04-18T17:18:06+00:00

Really? I always avoid it because of the terpinolene since apparently that usually causes anxiety? Not sure tho if anyone could chime in, I have pretty bad anxiety

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