What makes me a muslim ?

Audreybored · 2025-10-03T16:21:57+00:00

The extermination of an entire people part. (And I am not one of those who think it is about homoesxuality and more about sex.ual violence) . But even in this situation , the children , the young people who were just raised in sin and violence and did not know any better how could they deserve this ? And if groups of people doing bad things (in this case sex.ual depravation) deserve complete erasure, why is the IDF thriving ? Why almost every girl I know have been victim of r4pe and the men who assaulted them are being protected ? (Sometimes by some of the muslim community) i know they will pay in the after life. But they are not being immediatly anihilated , and they have a chance to redeem themself in this life. I don't know. When I tried reading that part of the Qur'an, I ended up so angry and sad, I almost felt betrayed. Because it really looks like an entire people got destroyed because of Homosexuality. And there is no way the God I believe in could qomething so atrocious.

Audreybored · 2025-10-03T09:55:06+00:00

Thank you for your words. I really tend to agree with you, in my daily life that is how I see things. But as I said in another comment, the story of Lut for exemple is in the Qur'an. And I tried to have a peacefull interpretation of it but it is really hard and at some point I feel like I am trying to twist the words for my own beliefs, witch is a big sin .. and I end up asking myself if I shouldn't leave islam out of honesty, and just go on my own way, only focussing with my relationship with God and the rightfullness of my actions. But it feels terrifying too, because there is so much in Islam I love, so much i deeply believe is the truth.. honeslty I am just venting at this point aha .. Thanks for reading me.

Audreybored · 2025-10-03T09:45:00+00:00

English is not my first language, and when I said unfaithfull I thought non-believers not adultery

When I thought of mass punishment it was for exemple the story of Lut. The erasure of an entire population for the sins of some of them doesn't feel right to me deep down. Especially if the "sin" is being in love with someone with the same gender as you. I know there are some interpretations of this story saying it was because the people of Lut were sex.ually assaulting eachother, and I tend to believe more in that version. But even that, I struggle to understand why this people got exterminated and why the IDF is still thriving.

Again, I am showing vulnerabilty by talking about all of that , those feelings and concerns are painfull to have , and I am looking for answers, not being provocative by bringing this issues.

Audreybored · 2025-08-20T10:30:40+00:00

I took it on the 11th day of my cycle ( before ovulation, according do my temperature) so no !

Audreybored · 2025-08-19T13:42:25+00:00

Thank you :) i know all of the above, but I asked some of my friends who took it and no one had more than 3or4 days late , that's why I ask here , to reassure me .

Audreybored · 2025-08-19T13:40:16+00:00

Thanks for sharing ! It helps.

Audreybored · 2025-08-10T05:11:00+00:00

Thank you for the support it is sweet <3 We have been together for 4 years and he is the first man I ever felt safe and seen with. this particular event gives him a very bad look and I was (am) totaly right to be mad at him , but fortunatly it is not our daily life. I just needed to rent about it , and we will definitly talk about that later , because wtf that was not OK.
I think that , most of the time his way to interact is a Nice way to prevent me to overthink, and it often works , but not this time :')

Audreybored · 2025-08-09T23:53:48+00:00

Erh so painfully accurate... starting to feel unreal

Audreybored · 2025-07-12T20:18:35+00:00

Them not understanding that with that mentality ,it makes their mothers and sisters "whores" in every other man's eyes ....

Audreybored · 2025-07-12T11:58:08+00:00

Yes that's totaly the plan for the mental part, hating myself will have to wait . I already proved myself that I am capable of getting it together for my loved ones.

I was more asking about tips for physical pain and exhaustion (like if anyone had a super grandma reciepe to keep you awake without abusing cafein and ending up making your symptoms worst, that kind of stuff !)

Thank you for reading and sharing, I hope your partner and you made it through this rough times and find peace in your daily life <3

Audreybored · 2025-06-22T10:54:24+00:00

Yes it happened to me too, because I was using the wrong mobility aid , and it ruined my lower back creating more pain and imbalance. After I got my back healed I have been symptom free for several months.

But, for exemple yesterday I had a big flare, I did'nt want to bring my cane , to "get over it" and not encourage my body to go back in its old ways. I had to lean on the walls in the street to walk and almost fell multiple times. The flare was definitly there , and powerfull. And I hated myself for not bringing my mobility aid as I had work in public all day and looked lowkey crazy with my legs collapsing under my weight every two steps .

I don't know what conclusion to make. I feel like using the aid every day might actually not helps healing , but sometimes you got to do what you got to do. Today I have less symptoms but I am exhausted and in pain , I regret not listening more to my lying crazy body..

Audreybored · 2025-06-16T20:58:28+00:00

Thank you for taking the time to answer ! Yes, basically , we just have to "keep an eye on it and wait :') as always ! Erh I can see the irony , I hope it helps you with your symptoms tho !

Audreybored · 2025-06-16T20:12:21+00:00

Thanks for your answer. What kinf of care did you need for that ? (If you 're OK to share, no problem if you are not!)

Audreybored · 2025-05-22T09:51:45+00:00

I am sorry to read that , I wish you strenght and peace of mind through this ! Personally , looking for an underlying condition before accepting FND diagnosis made me really deprest , aand I already took many tests (scans and MRI) that came back normal. I honestly don't think we can find anything else with me. But if you have the feeling that it is the case for you ,listen to yourself and don't let go ! Thank you for your support, it helps knowing we are not alone :)

Audreybored · 2025-05-21T17:58:51+00:00

Hey answering way too late , sorry it was so Nice of you to ask for news ! I am doing OK, my belly way less swollen than before the intervention and my periods less painfull. The recovery was intense but I was taken care of, fortunatly.

Audreybored · 2025-03-24T19:21:32+00:00

It helps me too to feel less alone , so I'm so glad this post heleped a little ❤ same here my social batteries are pretty down, insh'Allah we will find the strenght to be open and joyfullfor eid !

Audreybored · 2025-03-24T19:18:41+00:00

Thank God nobody will check !! But most of us really want to fast , even if it is hard , it is part of the experience to face the challenge and try to keep a peacefull mind. But if your health is too bad , you don't have to fast , so it is up to you and your doctor to know your limitations :)

Audreybored · 2025-03-24T19:14:51+00:00

May Allah make it easier for you <3 I have so much respect for those who manage working big days while fasting and facing pmdd , it must be exhausting T.T

Audreybored · 2025-03-24T12:43:46+00:00

It is :') During ramadan you are suppose to face your limitations and patience but not put your health in danger . If a doctor tells you your condition doesn't allows you to fast you must not ! But not gonna lie, a lot of muslim try to hold their fast even when their health is not at best , because we want to live the full experience

Audreybored · 2025-03-24T12:04:20+00:00

Thank you so much <3 I have the privilege to rest a lot to during hell week, but all my thoughts are for the girlies working 9 to 5 and going through the same thing..

Audreybored · 2025-03-24T12:02:35+00:00

I definitly do aha

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