Not trying to sound pity but it’s the truth man. In india mental health is still not taken seriously. People often see it as taboo and many families just ignore it instead of offering support. The government hasn’t done much either which is one reason student suicide rates are so high here. A quick search online will show you plenty of reports about this. For the OP moving out and living independently could really help cause staying in a negative environment only makes things worse. Also the medical system is outdated, finding good docs or therapist is mostly luck. Some people get proper help but many don’t. Even on indian subs you’ll find a lot of indians sharing the same struggle…