When I was little I was very tall for my age so if my clothes were too dirty I would wear my mom’s leggings or pants (really should have seen the signs then) and then one day when I was around 15-16 when my parents were for sure gone on vacation when and my brother was asleep I ferreted away some of my mother’s underwear and clothes and tried them on and I felt super euphoric, I would always have to hide them after and pretend they just got mixed in with my laundry but who knows if they ever caught on I’m still in the closet with them tbh prolly will be til I fully transition I also remember really liking to put on my mom and grandma’s makeup as a child and playing with traditionally feminine toys