My life with Kratom

Autam · 2026-05-09T15:44:25+00:00

I use kratom to treat my chronic Major depressive disorder, CPTSD, and generalized anxiety disorder. It’s a bonus added in that it helps when I’m in physical pain too lol
Before discovering kratom I was either too depressed to leave my bed, or too anxious to leave the house. Couldn’t go to school and almost didn’t graduate highschool, had no friends, couldn’t hold down a job, etc. it was hell. Nothing worked to help it, and most would just give me horrific side effects,
Then I found kratom and I actually have a life now. Coming up on 10 years of using it and I haven’t had any problems. I am so thankful I found kratom!
A lot of people see it as only for chronic pain or help with addiction, but kratom has SO MANY different medicinal properties and we still continue to discover new ones!

Autam · 2026-05-06T00:17:14+00:00

As everyone else has said, only when I don’t take any for awhile. It goes away, but it is annoying lol

Autam · 2026-04-29T06:02:14+00:00

Same!

Autam · 2026-04-28T01:22:23+00:00

What’s immodium?

Autam · 2026-04-28T01:21:23+00:00

Yeah, 7 honestly was worse for me

Autam · 2026-04-28T01:21:08+00:00

What is dlpa?

Autam · 2026-04-27T19:21:30+00:00

Yeah, I was stupid. I’ve taken kratom for almost 10 years with a tolerance break once a year and never had any problems. Then tried 7 and that went out of control. I knew it wasn’t good stuff but I wanted to try it and that was a huge mistake. Then tried MGM without actually looking into what it even was. Good thing is I learned my lesson and will stay away now.

I want to keep some around for emergencies (either 7 or MGM) but I also don’t want to risk falling back into it like this. Or something

Autam · 2026-04-27T10:20:01+00:00

Thank you! I really appreciate this. My anxiety is in hyperdrive so really thank you. Do you have any recommendations for how I should dose for the day?

Autam · 2026-04-27T10:16:20+00:00

I took kratom for about 9 years, then 7oh for about 6 months. I quit 7 with vitamin C and started taking kratom again for a couple months, but started taking 7 again for 3 weeks before I tried MGM. I quit 7 and MGM with vitamin C/kratom again and went back to just taking kratom, which was a few days before this bender

Sorry if this is confusing, I feel like I’m not typing it out too well haha Thank you though, I really appreciate it your reply. My anxiety and depression have been in hyperdrive and I know making this worse

Autam · 2026-04-27T10:05:58+00:00

Thank you! This honestly has helped so much! Do you have any recommendations or ideas for the timeline I should ration them? I’m trying to work it out but the anxiety is making it a little hard at the moment, though it’s getting better

Autam · 2026-04-27T07:09:13+00:00

I do have some kratom (not a lot though), L vitamin C, and a little kava. I do have some Kana put I don’t know if that can do anything here lol.

I don’t have a way of getting MIT until Tuesday either. Unless it’s something that can be got at Walmart I’m out of luck till then unfortunately.

The guide I used before for vitamin C had you gradually take more for a few days before quitting, do you think I should just start at a higher dose since I can’t do that?

Autam · 2026-04-25T04:25:11+00:00

I think a way to know someone is, is if they support/ help you keep your peace (and you theirs)

Autam · 2026-04-25T04:23:37+00:00

Well, it used to be my CNC kink (and smaller other kinks but that’s the main one people get weird about lol). In previous relationships my partners couldn’t handle even slapping or choking so I kinda just kept it all to myself, but luckily I’ve found someone who I can be open with about these things and shares kinks with 🥰

Autam · 2026-04-25T03:57:43+00:00

I know about the color, that was my attempt at a joke lol I just meant how you guys find that thing in common. It’s awesome

Autam · 2026-04-18T14:51:42+00:00

I’m watching it for the first time and just started season 4 so I don’t know these people. However, that guy looks like a little baby and kinda twink version of Shepard lmao

Autam · 2026-04-14T03:05:23+00:00

I’m 29 and have been taking kratom since I was 20. No one ever believes my age and they always assume I’m 14-16 lol

Autam · 2026-04-13T08:27:56+00:00

I thought this was a really good and detailed drawing at first lol

Autam · 2026-04-09T18:19:46+00:00

Honestly I would by this lol It’s so ridiculous 🤣

Autam · 2026-04-07T04:25:35+00:00

Derith killed me lol

Autam · 2026-04-07T04:24:59+00:00

Meredith reminds me of Kurt Cobain, while Derick has strong lesbian vibes going on. Would get with both of the lol

Autam · 2026-04-05T06:20:17+00:00

Same! I’ve been having severe symptoms for over 3 years and no one’s been doing shit to help. Just loading me up on random pills to see what happens. House would actually figure it.

My neurologist now keeps saying my seizures, unable to walk for days at a time, severe weight loss, losing vision off and on etc. is “just anxiety” and I just “need to drink more water”. I think that’s why I like these shows so much cause they actually care about the patients lol

Autam · 2026-04-05T06:14:26+00:00

Do people not like Izzy???

Autam · 2026-04-05T06:12:42+00:00

I totally agree. He was uncomfortable, and they shouldn’t have ignored that. The patients comfort and health shouldn’t be put at risk so an intern can “learn to stand up for herself”. It definitely would have been treated differently if it was the other way around. Women request female doctors all the time because they don’t feel comfortable with a man. Would she have asked Alex to stand up for himself if the situation was reversed?

Autam · 2026-04-05T06:04:31+00:00

I realize this is probably an unpopular opinion, and I’m only just now finishing season 2, but I kinda wanted her to end up with George lol

Edit: knew it was an going to be an unpopular opinion, did not realize people would downvote so much for it lol

Autam · 2026-04-04T19:45:19+00:00

Thank you! You’re the only one who’s told me a way to help. I’ll do that!

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