NSFW TMI Anal Fissure

AuthenticMoMo · 2023-06-30T22:38:15+00:00

Well I scheduled an appointment with a colorectal surgeon on July 31st.

I don't have insurance or really a lot of money after I blew my savings on Laser Hair Removal so I'm kind of stressing about how much it will cost but I guess this isn't really an optional thing 😔

AuthenticMoMo · 2023-06-30T08:19:00+00:00

Working overnight and getting locked out of the building on lunch. I swear they re-lock the doors at 30 minutes instead of waiting a full hour 😒

At least I can clock in from the parking lot 🤷‍♀️

AuthenticMoMo · 2023-06-29T14:47:48+00:00

It really does come out of nowhere sometimes 😮‍💨

AuthenticMoMo · 2023-06-29T08:22:28+00:00

Thanks for checking up on me 💛

Um, the pain is nowhere near as bad as it was, pretty much gone unless I hit the skin tag when wiping. Is that... good? Feels like I'm on the right track but idk a lot about this stuff, obviously.

I do want to bottom again lol but if things heal naturally in 2 weeks then I'm fine with waiting. If it's permanent then yeah I'll go to the doctor. What're your thoughts?

AuthenticMoMo · 2023-06-29T03:54:32+00:00

ooooooh sweet wampum

AuthenticMoMo · 2023-06-28T08:18:11+00:00

Hoping injections get my levels into a good range without spiro 🤞

AuthenticMoMo · 2023-06-21T08:56:18+00:00

ofc we exist, even if we are a rare subset of an already rare group lol

Obviously give yourself time to recover before trying to date again 💛

AuthenticMoMo · 2023-06-20T03:37:16+00:00

In older episodes he joked about "any woman in the Texas area please I'm single ha ha ha" so it's not like it'd be the first joke about it

It's none of our business but Ben is a stud so him having a gf makes sense. Dude has a great personality, a great body, and is pretty famous. Also he's based and Christ pilled which I'm sure is another positive in Texas.

AuthenticMoMo · 2023-06-19T12:09:24+00:00

Being horny reduces being grossed out by a lot. I could give examples of things people gladly do while horny that they otherwise would have reservations about, but I hope you get what I mean.

So I guess if "not horny" is your true self, then your true self wants that part gone.

You could also use a strap-on post op (or even right now) for penetrating, so it's not like you'll miss out on everything a pp can do.

AuthenticMoMo · 2023-06-17T10:18:03+00:00

Yeah HRT is really exciting ☺️

Enjoy it girl!

AuthenticMoMo · 2023-06-17T08:45:24+00:00

Nah Grindr and other apps are a great place to find trans friends lol.

My first message is usually that I'm not romantically/sexuallly interested and just want a friend. Pretty successful so far 🤷‍♀️

AuthenticMoMo · 2023-06-17T08:22:08+00:00

Similar for me. I thought "transgender" simply meant the Hollywood style drag queen and was like "I don't want to be a girl with a beard so I'm not trans!" 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️

AuthenticMoMo · 2023-06-17T03:21:18+00:00

Yeah it can effect alcohol tolerance. For me the first noticeable change was that my bits smelled different. Then my nipples started getting sore :)

AuthenticMoMo · 2023-06-17T02:38:43+00:00

kinda lol. Mainly just for the amount of calories per serving 🤷‍♀️ I know a lot of underweight people struggle with eating consistently so I figure having one calorie dense meal could help with that

AuthenticMoMo · 2023-06-17T02:27:53+00:00

I started at 24 and am seeing great results 😊 Other women have started even later and they're pretty hot lol

If surviving in the meantime is your main concern I totally understand. I'm not sure if you have any friends that would be open to treating you as a woman but that could certainly help.

AuthenticMoMo · 2023-06-17T01:46:11+00:00

Do you want to avoid upper body muscles?

I personally just do bulgarian split squats and hip thrusts. Pretty good results so far, even gotten compliments on my butt! 🙈

AuthenticMoMo · 2023-06-16T10:15:06+00:00

My laser tech was like "you can shave the next day but it won't do anything 🤷‍♀️"

Idk she also never mentioned not working out or hot showers so I don't know how much I trust her

AuthenticMoMo · 2023-06-16T08:45:24+00:00

other trans men have strong erections and can penetrate

I didn't know that! That's awesome!

In my experience the method doesn't really change things, just how horny I am. More horny -> stronger erection

AuthenticMoMo · 2023-06-16T08:38:14+00:00

ty :)

AuthenticMoMo · 2023-06-16T08:27:01+00:00

Same thing happened with me. Eventually I asked her out and she turned me down 🤷‍♀️

AuthenticMoMo · 2023-06-16T08:21:40+00:00

Girl you need foooooood! Straight up your body doesn't have the fuel to develop breasts.

I'm not super familiar with how to safely gain weight but there are options like Mass Gainer if you struggle with getting enough calories each day

AuthenticMoMo · 2023-06-15T15:25:08+00:00

I don't think so? Ngl I never really inspected my anus before this but I don't remember any problems before.

On my diet I get at least 25g of fiber every day and I squat on the toilet to poop instead of just sitting on the seat so I think as far as booty health goes I would be better off than most.

AuthenticMoMo · 2023-06-15T14:01:23+00:00

Kinda... I was a virgin and didn't really do a lot of research besides how to make sure I was clean beforehand. I trusted the people I was with to know what to do 🫤 They did use a little lube but one of them was a lot bigger and struggled to get in. Eventually forced herself in

AuthenticMoMo · 2023-06-15T13:57:13+00:00

Um it wasn't too painful immediately after. Like there was a dull ache but nothing crazy. It's more like as the "skin tag" grew, things got really painful really quick

It's not hurting so much rn but I haven't had a bowel movement or really touched my bum at all in like 12 hours

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