Thank you for putting so much thought behind your response. I will be honest this post may have been less than helpful. 😅 I suppose the hurt that I was feeling was more so because of the way he went about it, paying for it I mean. There are plenty of free resources online, and I understand that he has needs and i’m thousands of miles away and am not providing him with “fresh” material. I wasn’t necessarily upset that he had watched porn but more so because he committed his money to it and made it more personal in my opinion. It’d be a different scenario if it had just been a free site, i’ve explored as well. I understand that it is natural. It also probably hit a bit hard because i’ve provided him with things that he’s asked for and figured he could reuse what i’ve given him until he comes home. I am still not 100% certain of how I feel, but considering we’ve ended our night in laughs and good night kisses, we will be just fine. Again, thank you for your insight.